EternityLove

2011-03-31T09:11:00.003+08:00

Well Well Well~! End Of My 4 Night Shift Finally !!! It's been a tiring and uncomfortable one.. Been so stress out over my health condition.. Discomfort from top to bottom.. Feel so nausea, tried to vomit out, but nothing comes out.. Which also cause the gastric to have a crampy feeling.. So painful.. haix haix haix... It's a torture but for the sake of little baby, it's worth it i guess.. Alright, gonna go rest le.. Mummy's tired, so is little baby.. will have a good good rest for the next 2 days before going back to work.. =) With Love, shian

2011-03-26T23:53:00.002+08:00

OH GOSH~ What a day for mi ! Early morning woke up for breakfast before entering back into my dreamland for an hour or so.. Follow by getting myself out of the comfortable bed to work.. The "MRT Sickness' is still consider alright for today.. But during Roll-Call, my head starts to spin, and feel like myself is lacking of oxygen ! Gosh.. So giddy luhx.. But i endure... Was in a super discomfort mode during work.. I can hardly drag my foot along wherever i go.. Is simply too tiring and uncomfortable for mi.. ='( Initially thought i am hungry again, tats why my discomfort came.. but this time round, i'm wrong.. I Bought sliced fish beehoon for my dinner.. But eat halfway only, i drop my utensils and could not carry on eating.. My stomach is super painful and the nausea is freaking mi out ! Everything will soon be in the toilet bowl.. Argh ! SImply hate hate HATE the feelings ! Just when will all this end ?!?!?!? Is really a hardship for all mummy-to-be.. =( With a super discomfort/painful stomach, i went back to work.. My lips turn so pale.. i could hardly walk, but call bell non-stop.. haix.... All i could do is attend to patient's need and return back to my sit.. FInally the clock strikes 9.30pm ! Walked out of the ward, out of hospital ! Bi was there to fetch mi.. I could no longer tolerate the discomfort, we took cab home.. haix.. Just had 2 slices of bread with cheese.. and a packet of milk.. Hope it will make mi feel better.. But.......haix.. Nothing's change... Still the same... What should i do man.... !!!! Tmr will be the 1st night shift.. WIll i survive through ?

With Love,
shian

2011-03-24T22:25:00.002+08:00

Morning Shift.. Cool & Steady.. hahax.. My OFF day tmr is my best motivation during work.. ^^ hahax.. Hmm..This evening had a small small family gathering at home.. Had a super filling dinner.. *Burp* But stomach not really comfortable.. haix.. Hack care la..Recently always like tat.. Grr... alamak ! Haiz... super disappointed by tonight's shocking information from my cousin
! She gonna work on my wedding day itself.. she wont be able to attend the ceremony which is before 1pm on the day itself.. Alright, should crack my brain and think of an alternative le.. hmm.. No Mood !

With Love,
shian

2011-03-22T23:26:00.003+08:00

Bi surprised mi when he reach my doorstep at ard noon time.. i jus msged him to faster wake up and come find mi.. Who knows, he replied:"ok, you go open ur door!" hahax.. There he is standing at the doorstep, holding on to a big packet of wedding invitation card.. he actually woke up early to go down himself to the restaurant there to collect the ready-made invitation card.. hahax.. We slacked at home till evening time, went to Nihon Mura to pass cindy n kenneth their invitation card.. As well as have our dinner there =) Yummy.. After that, went over to my 'Future-Home'.. Future-Mother-In-Law gave mi 3 packets of milk milk, plus gave mi a packet of soya bean to drink ! hahax.. Watch tv all the way till 10pm before going home.. hmm..was looking through baby's young days photo... Somehow rather came through 2 photos with His Ex and his familys attending their relatives wedding.. haix.. Out of sudden, my heart ache.. Just couldnt control.. What will their relative think when they saw the bride is mi and not Her when our wedding day come ? His whole family + relatives all know Her n him being together... haix.. Maybe some of them whom are being invited, might still be thinking the bride is her ba,... haix.. alright alright, shall not think about it anymore.. Sorry for being silent all the way while on the way back.. Will try to put the past behind from now on.. Goodnight..

With Love,
shian

2011-03-22T12:30:00.002+08:00

Whee~Today is my off day !!! Having an off day on a cool rainy weather is a blessing somehow ya.. A nice weather to rest.. ^^ hmm..Pass 2 days had been working AM n PM shift.. After morning shift on Sunday, meet up with mummy n ahni to chinatown to purchase my wedding thingy.. All those traditional stuffs that is needed during the wedding ceremony.. And not forgetting the bedsheets =) Overall spent about $300 on it.. hmm.. well well..once in a lifetime ya.. Had a tiring shopping trip, took cab home as we got too many barang barang to carry.. hahax.. Ytd, had a peaceful MOnday at work.. Good Good ! hahax.. Hmm.. my morning sickness didnt improve much.. Haix.. Or rather, it should be afternoon-night sickness.. During morning time, i don feel any sickness, but afternoon......haix... Terrible to the max !!! Well.. Today gonna go bank later to open an account, and go take the invitation card that is ready for collection from the restaurant.. Alright, guess my hubby-to-be is still sleeping n snoring away like a pig right now.. Shall not disturb him.. GOnna go wash up my new clothes before bringing them over to my new home weeks after.. Chaos~

WIth Love,
shian

2011-03-19T23:28:00.002+08:00

Terrible Terrible Terrible !!! Super Duper Discomfort ! I've never ''suffer'' for so long in my whole life i guess.. the discomfort is super unbearable.. The nausea feeling.. The vomitting.. The Giddy/Dizzy feeling.. None of the position suits my discomfort.. Standing is not comfortable, sitting is not comfortable, lying down is not comfortable, walking is not comfortable.. Haix.. Seriously donno how to deal with it.. Other people is 'Morning SIckness', while i'm 'WHOLE DAY SICKNESS' !!! Just hope it's just for the 1st 3 months.. After that, please improve.. *Baby baby, Guai Guai hao ma ? Mummy is tired out and very uncomfortable..* ='( Well..That's the process i have to go through.. Really enduring through.. Now no matter what goes into my stomach, is ready to be out into the toilet bowl any time.. =( Well..Is time for mi to go rest.. Tmr working morning shift.. GoodnIght !

With Love
shian

2011-03-18T22:31:00.002+08:00

Phew~ Mummy is tired.. X.x (Referring To Myself) Hmm..Woke up around 8am+ this morning for breakfast.. Than accompanied kor to see Doctor due to some Fungal infection on his skin i tink..But it goes off soon after he reach home.. hahax.. Power of Doctor ya =p I 'Shun Bian' go see my skin Doctor to get some cream for my ezcema.. Hmm..Due to pregnancy, even skin cream also must be very tagful.. Changed another skin ointment which cost $23+ per tube ! gosh.. in the end i spent over $70+ for my bill.. =x well well..no choice la.. Waited for super long to my turn too.. Spider web crawling n forming round mi le.. hahax.. Than went back home, had a good shower and rest till 4pm before getting up for my delicious dinner prepared by mummy ! *Slurp Slurp* Baby bought 2 slice of small fish over for mi to add on to my dishes of the day.. hahax.. Around 6, we took 67 down to Bukit Timah to meet up with Esther (Baby's Sister).. Wanted to see see look look those wedding stuff.. But in the end, the sales person pissed mi off by the bad n insufficient quality.. haix.. Than have to go chinatown to take a look again soon... well well.. it's time to go to bed real soon ya.. Being very restless recently.. Feel lethagic easily.. =( The Power Of Mummy.. Gonna be brave and strong to endure through these few months.. =)

WIth Love,
shian

2011-03-18T00:15:00.003+08:00

Welcome Back ! Hmm..Since when did i stopped blogging ? I think is when everything starts to happened back then till now.. Had been super busy with all the preparations and stuffs.. Finally, it's time to get more settled down right now.. =) Well~Discovered I'm pregnant on 23rd February.. My menses has been very regular monthly.. Should have my menses on 20th Feb, but......so i gave myself an "excuse" somehow,to give myself a 'grace period' of 1-2 days, if still nv come, will go take pregnancy kit test.. And sooo..someone is more anxious than mi, he bought mi 3 pregnancy kit to test on.. Oh Ya ! Positive !!! Argh~My 1st reaction is 'STUNNED' +SHOCKED +SPEECHLESS.... i could hardly talk after that.. Filled with fear.. Thank god i have 2 lovely sister whom never fail to be there for mi everytime things happened.. They rushed over that particular night upon hearing about the shocking news.. They are there with mi to "Revealed" the shocking news to my family members.. Haix..At tat time, my family is facing super lots of problems, already made mummy tired out le.. Additional to mine....*Sigh* Sorry Mummy.. But was lucky to have a understanding family members.. On 24th after work, Ni n mummy accompanied mi to Raffles clinic at LOt 1 to have a confirmation of pregnancy.. As time goes by, We started planning for our wedding destination, wedding photoshoot, ROM, and lots of other small little details as and when we are free during the days.. Time are super short for us.. We rushed everything thruout ! And we made it ! Was tired out..But worth it.. At least i know HuiYi Jie, Qi, Ni, Shirley Laopo, DOr Laopo and my Hubby-To-Be + The little baby inside mi will always be there to support mi, give mi strength to carry on.. Not forgetting my MUMMY,BROTHER,DAD ! They are just like my Spinal Cord, without it, i will never be able to stand straight anymore in life.. =) Thank you all sooo much !

Till Today, everything is almost done.. Just awaiting for the day to come.. And everything will jus set in... =) Today had my 1st Appointment with Dr Devendra at SGH O&G.. Scanning of my little baby.. WHom is just 7 weeks & 1day old.. Just the length of 1.06cm.. With a strong heartbeat pumping hard and fast, trying to survive through every second every minute.. *ThE Will Of Living* Thanks Baby for accompanying mi the whole day.. My Big Baby fed my little Baby and mi super lots of goodies the whole day today ! BOught ''Us'' to watch 2 movies-'Perfect Rivals' & 'Big Mommas' ! hahax..hmm.. So excited to see the little baby through the screen.. ^^ hahax... Mummy's so proud.. ^^ Alright, mummy should be sleeping soon.. Just had cough syrup..Drowsy now le.. Hope my cough will go off soon ya.. GoodNIght..Muackx !

With Love,
shian

2011-02-23T17:53:00.003+08:00

Hmm..Finally an off day for mi after 7 days of long working days.. Simply endured through.. With addition to some nonsence staffs which made my blood boiled ! Seriously don't know what is going through their mind.. haix.. nvm la.. whatever that happens, just get through it.. hmm..Today went to settle dad's case which happened on 2006, and dragged till now.. But had a good settlement.. Hope we'll just need to pay back a lesser amt ba.. Than went to meet bi for dinner before he go work at Nihon Mura today.. His off today yet another job awaiting him..hahax.. Well~Earn more money ba.. Alright, back home ! Will be working 2 more morning shift from tmr on, than have a day off and will be on NIght shift le.. =)) Hope is a good night shift for mi..

With Love,
shian

2011-02-21T01:41:00.003+08:00

Past 2 days i've been working AM shift.. Super lots of MC these few days.. Gosh~What's wrong man ?!!? I'm being kicked from 1 station to the other and back to the station and to another... WTH ! 7 days of work non-stop ! Almost everyday different station.. No Logic ! Grr... But anyway, i survived ! Today PM shift..Much more settled, but call bell is as usual tat much ! argh ! Tmr will be on afternoon shift =) Dad's matter is in the process of settling.. I really really hope everything will be changed into a good one after this time round.. Prove us wrong, Dad.. *Sigh* Misunderstanding/quarrel/silent with Bi.. Whenever we meet, we tend to quarrel.. Seriously i hate it.. What's wrong with mi ?! Cant i just shut my big fat mouth up ! FCUK ! Silently i dropped my tears on the bus way back home when he is sound asleep by my side.. The moment when i knew he is not gonna hold my hand anymore longer, my tears dropped.. Well~eventually, that's the end.. Solely blame mi for all this that happened.. GoodNight

With Love,

shian

2011-02-17T00:09:00.003+08:00

Busy Busy BUSY SUPER BUSY~!!! 6 admission ! And the blood transfusion~Drips~and the most troublesome CLMM/CPOE system ! Grr... And lots more which made us super busy ! My head was spinning and painful during evening time.. Could hardly concentrate.. But nonetheless,i still focus on my job and do it the best ! Haix.. Thank god i manage to go for my break.. At least filled my stomach with some food and rest before going back to "join the war".. hmm.. Tmr i'll be working AM shift.. EN Huda changed shift with mi.. THough might be quite tiring for mi tmr morning, but at least i can go home earlier to rest.. =) Alright..shall be sleeping real soon.. Bi also worked till late night these few days.. hope he will have enough rest.. ^^

I could never stop worrying over my family matters.. It's bothering mi there n then.. What should i do exactly ? I really got no idea.. Being pampered since young, nv ever have to go through any of the problems that arise in my family, but yet, now i have to.. Really have to take time for mi to slowly adapt to it..

With loVE,
shian

2011-02-16T00:14:00.005+08:00

On 13th February, Had a good rest after my last Night shift.. Evening, went to meet Laopo at cck interchange, so heartache to see her left hand being wrap up like a pig leg =x She injured her wrist-Fracture + break.. So sayang.. Hope she get well soon ya.. Laopo~Hang on ! I help her to retrieve her MC n Some document from A&E the day before, so passed it to her, while she pass mi a gift she prepared for my valentines' day ! So sweet of her~ Is a purple Bunny shaped Mashmallow~! hehex.. DOn bear to eat it.. hahax.. Than took 188R down to Sentosa there to meet up with Bi.. He brought mi to walk through the new link from USS there to Vivo ! whee~Night scenery is awesome ! Love it ! Had our dinner at 'Hans' @ Habourfront there.. Hmm..the food was okok only la.. Than headed home le..

14th February-Happy Valentines' Day ! A Day which i will never forget for the rest of my life... With miserable, with laughter, with tears, with smilex, with sorrow, with love, with unhappinest, with confusion... A MIxture of all kinds of feelings not only just Happinest which by right should be on this special day.. =( Was kinda enjoying myself when the day started off~ Had a wonderful meal cooked by him.. Really Delicious.. He gave mi a necklace from citigems which cost him $300+, was quite beautiful though..And gave mi a bottle filled with heart-shaped,using recycle paper to fold..Was really nice and thoughtful..Thanks for the effort spent =) Headed off to Suntec for movie marathon ! Watch 'All's Well Ends Well' @ 2.50pm and 'I LOve HongKong' @5pm.. Well Well~Nice show ! But before the 1st movie, had a dispute which drove both of us away from each other.. In the end, i walked back to the cinema alone, waiting for the time to be up and enter the theatre.. THinking tat, since already bought the ticket, must well just go ahead n watch it.. Than he called..And he appeared at the cinema... Afterwhich, patch things up, had a happy moment for just tat little while~After movie, everything starts again.. Oh ya, we itchy backside went to sit at Director Club seats in the cinema for the 2nd movie, in the end kena caught by tat aunty and was ask to get back to our original seat =p hahax.. Back to the topic~ya.. Dispute, quarrel, Tears... Was lucky that Ahni they all were at Marina Square, quite near, so i requested to go over to talk to Ni first before goin back to him.. I need time to cool off, cause i noe, whenever i talk to ni/Qi, i will feel good afterwhich.. And everything will be back to normal.. As i expected, things changed.. =) I felt much more better inside mi.,..Had dinner at Coffee Club.. It's true to say, when ur mood isnt right, no matter what thing that goes into ur mouth, the taste will nv be right.. Expected... Had a talking session with him while walking along the bridge at Marina Bay Sand.. Was really really really soooo envy when i see girls/ladies holding on to either a stalk or a bouquet of flowers.. =) So sweet.. Well~Went to 'Kenko Reflexology & Fish Spa' to be "eaten by the little fishes".. They bite off our dead skin ! hahax.. Was kinda fun~1st experience.. Afterwhich, went home le.. A super Special valentines' Day out of my entire life..

Off day on 15th Feb.. Slack the day at home.. DId housework, accompany mummy.. Went to lot1 to purchase some grocery and have a chitchat session with mummy before she go work.. Headed to Harbourfront to meet up with bi after he knock off.. Had dinner at Sakae.. But not a complete happy dinner i had..
Received a call from dad..*Bad News......................Casino.......Money.........Retained...................*All i could do is to retrieve all my savings and off it goes~
Was shivering in cold and my mind just went blank for that few mins.. All i could think of is nothing but fear ! Bi went home first while i meet up with dad and almost got into a quarrel.. But knowing that it's time for mi to be more mature and listen n talk things out.. THings not fully settled..Long way to go.. Haix....Really Desperate to knock myself into a wall.. Well~Let's walk on and prepare for the worst..

With love,
shian

2011-02-13T04:30:00.003+08:00

Ding Dong~ It's 4.30am ! I'm gonna knock off in 3 hours time ! And i shall return home for my beauty sleep till as late as i want ! hehex =) And shall prepare myself for the upcoming Valentines' Day ! Hmm..*Headache ar* Donno what to buy/do on that day.. well well~*Thinking in process* Today is finally my last night shift.. Well~I hope n pray for 3 long days, and finally it's gonna be over ! whee~~ Happy to the MAX ! ^^ But my eyelid is closing very soon again ! Sleeping time luhx ! My brain is shut once again.. >< Ytd morning, was simply too tired after work.. Even when i walk on the street, i almost fell down when my eyes closed down automatically ! gosh~ I Took train home, but i overshot, instead of alighting at cck, i alighted at Woodlands =.= Lucky never end up in Marina bay ! hahax.. So tiring ! Getting old symtoms ?! Gosh~NOOOoooo ! hao la.. Gonna jiayou jiayou for this few more hours before knocking off ! Chaos~

With love,
shian

2011-02-12T05:48:00.004+08:00

Oh Well~ About 2 hours more and i'll be heading home for a good deep Sleep ! Woohoo~! Ytd had breakfast with baby at Lot1 KFC ! 1st time eating their breakfast luhx ! Not bad overall ! =)) Than he sent mi home and headed home.. BUT ! was so worried when i received none of his contacts upon reaching home.. Thought something could happen on his way home =( *Abish* In the end, he was actually sleeping soundly on his bed upon reaching home,after showering =.= Lucky i clever enough to call his house phone n his dad picked up and told mi.. Or else, it'll be damn difficult to wake this pig up even when i had bomb him with tons of missed calls ! =x upon knowing he is safe, i went to deep sleep like a pig too ! So tired.. Woke up in the evening, got myself ready to meet up with baby for dinner ! Went Clementi-the new mall there..but nth much to walk.. Nothing much to eat either.. In the end, went to dine at Long John =.= But but BUT ! i gained a cup of KOI Milk tea ! hahax.. Well Well~Satisfy ! ^^ He then sent mi to work.. Hmm..now my eyes is going to close down le luhx ! Just "Packed" a patient and was sent to Block 9.. 1st time in my Nursing life which i "pack" a patient during NIght Shift.. Well~the 1st admission of this patient is still so stable.. Upon 2nd admission, deteriorate..It get worst n worst n worst..And Off He Went... Rest In Peace.. Thinking back, life's really short.. Alright~Shall wait for time to pass and end my work quickly !!! Wanna go home to have a good sleep and charged myself fully for my LAST NIGHT SHIFT ! hehex.. ByeBye~

With Love.
shian

2011-02-11T06:25:00.003+08:00

Alright people ! I'm Counting down to an hour before knocking off from work.. Awaiting for this timing to reach for sooo long le. Since 10hrs ago i guess ?! hahax.. Well~Family problem arise once again.. think it gonna be the worst this time round.. Just how long can i survive thru ? Being the mountain for mummy to lean on.. I must not fall ! But my strength is definitely a limitation.. Please save mi !!!!! ='( Hao la..shall go prepare my patient to pass on to the morning shift le.. Very tiring le.. Since ytd night, my eyes couldnt stop tearing.. Super irritated ! Grr.. Chaos~

With Love,
shian

2011-02-10T13:38:00.003+08:00

Had a splendid time spent ytd.. =)) It's CNY Day 7 ! Which also means 'Everybody's bdae' ! Went to help out at cck Nihon Mura to work from 12-2pm.. they shortage of time ! Or should i say, they simply do not have any staff to work at that timing other than a manager. And now is the peak season, lots of customer going for buffet.. So just go helpout lo... Had breakfast with baby at lot1.. Very yummylicious wor ! hehex.. After which, went to cotton on to buy 2 pair of shoes (Black n white) @ $25, while bi bought a slipper for $5 ! hehex.. His slipper is super broken liao lo ! Still can wear sooooo long ! hahax.. He then sent mi to work while he stayed there for that full 2 hours for mi to knock off ! *.* He'll be going back there to work as part-time too ! hehex.. Earn more money !!!!!!!! Hmm..Afterwhich, went back bi's home to shower before going for our lunch at nihong mura again! lolx.. But nearing to the end, had some misunderstanding, had a fierce quarrel/fight/arguement.. Resolved in the evening.. Went to meet ahni,qi,hippie,ah foo,kor n wh at lot1 pizza hut for a celebration n gathering.. than went home after tat for 'Lao Yu Sheng' ! Gamble till 12MN before going to bed as everyone got to work the next day. Hehex.. Alright~That's all.. Tonight i'll be starting my 1st night shift.. Gambateh ya ! *FInger Cross* Nothing's gonna happen ! =)

With Love,
shian

2011-02-08T11:43:00.007+08:00

3th Feb'2011 : 大年初一！Initially had to work AM shift, but 'Sister Mas' called mi the day before asking mi whether wanna take PH not.. so i'll have 2 days of OFF together.Which also means longer CNY Celebration ! hehex.. Of course i agreed ! But i heard from my colleagues,almost 90% of the staffs were Chinese working on that day =.= Well~I'm that lucky one huh ! =p Anyway, woke up around10am+, get ourself ready, and off we go to M'sia-Kluang ! Whee~Simply soooo happy ! We went over to 4th aunt (四姨) house to 拜年first.. Every year will have different designs and outlook de ! Full of surprises ! hahax... Had our lunch there too.. After which, Qi, NI, Rong went out individually to go their friend's house for visit.. And Qi brought mi along since i got nth to do there too =) *I Will Follow You~~~* Went to 'WeeKi's house.. Followed by her driving us to different location, actually wanted to visit their friends, but everyone was out..So we went back to aunt's house.. hahax.. Chit-chatted,slack,play,photo shoot and they went home for their next house visit le.. Probably i'm tired out ya, went upstairs to rest for a few hours before they wake mi up for my Steamboat dinner ! =) But donno why my stomach is churning all along.. very uncomfortable on n off.. hmm.. At Night,their 姑姑 they all came their house as usual for reunion dinner with their ahma..Gamble,eat,had fun and left ard 12mn.. We went over to PoPo house, but almost everyone turned in le.. so we went home thereafter.. Actually planned for a tea session for we 4 sister, due to some miscommunication, it's canceled.. Well~ Off to bed.. But was super uncomfortable during the night, keep feeling nausea..And vomitted out all the food i ate in the end.. But was much more comfortable then.. =)

4th Feb'2011 : 大年初二！Early morning @ 8am, aunt woke us up for breakfast and prepared to go over to popo house !! Our theme of the year~*RED/PINK* ! hehex.. We went to popo's brother house for a visit too before going back to popo house.. Had lots of laughter this year~Even 小舅母also changed her attitude towards everybody.. Simply love the atmosphere.. Lots of pictures taken ~*Will Upload very soon* We left around 2pm, back to singapore~! Well Well~Time pass very fast.. Back to the origins~ Met up with Bi, went to Nihon Mura for our dinner before catching a movie-笑着回家..WheE~due to 'FULL-House' theatre, he bought a 'Director-Club' sofa seat ! Simply sooo comfortable sia ! Got Big Sofa, table, and super comfortable sia ! hahax.. Best Seat ever ! Better than couple seat ! But of course more ex la ! =p Anyway, after that jiu go home le.. Cause the next day still got to work AM Shift..

5th Feb'2011 : 大年初三！Phew~Dragged my reluctant heavy feet & body to work~! =.= But still ok la.. Only 7 patients altogether.. Quite slack ! hehex.. And with good combination, everything is done so perfectly ! My day pass so quickly ! Rushed home, quickly shower and get myself ready for 拜年to shirley laopo and dor's house.. But everything was held off so suddenly.. Vinz cant make it, caihui didnt reply, dor n li's hse also no one at home so cant go over le.. Shag ! So just slack at my house for a few hours before proceeding out for dinner together instead ! Went to eat at 'New York New York'.. We ordered the 'Giant Yankee Chicken Burger' !!! Woohoo~ With 'Breaded juicy mushroom' and 'Baked Mussel' as our appetizer ! hahax.. Sooooo full ! IN the end the large portion of fries which come along with the burger arent able to finish it, and so have to take away.. Went to walked around to disgest some of the food we ate, than went to watch movie- I LOVE HONGKONG ! *Thumbs Up* Super nice movie ! Reallly really very nice ! Most imptly is that we very long hasnt watch movie together le.. hehex... After movie, went home le..Next day have to work.. Just nice, Bi reach back cck almost the same time i ended the movie, and so he sent mi home before heading home himself =)) Home Sweet Home~But Super tired..hahax.. From morning work till play till home..Never rest..Of course tired la ! hahax.

6th Feb'2011 : 大年初四！Work PM Shift ! Draggy Draggy myself to work.. Still in CNY mood luhx~! hahax.. Was assigned to central to work ! =.= but nvm la..still ok.. Work with SN Eileen ! Whee~Good staff will make a good day ! hahax.. Day passed very fast.. It's knock off time again ! Bi told mi he will knock off late as he work OT, but who knows, when i step out to the lobby, i saw him sitting at the sofa in the lobby ! SHOCK sia ! hahax.. He rushed down after work to fetch mi.. So Sayang.. Went home thereafter..

7th Feb'2011 : 大年初五！Work PM Shift ! Had our breakfast cum lunch at the Bukit Gombak Vegetarian restaurant there... Family breakfast together once again after soo long ! Afterwhich, dad was so nice to drive mi to my workplace ! hahax.. But since he drove mi there, is too early luhx, so they went to donate blood and i followed.. yESh~Dad n kor donated 450mls of blood each ! Woohoo~They Saved Life ! Hehex.. I'm going to donate very very soon ! hehex.. Hope my HB level can reach up to 12.5 huh ! hehex.. Anyway, had a super duper chronic bunch of patients in central station ! we only have total of 11 patients but only 2 of them is guai guai de..other than that~Simply boiled my blood !!! My mood really is ruined by them ! Worst of the worst.. With the combination of the staffs, is super WORST ! grrr...Let's not talk about it..It's over anyway.. Just feel lucky that i manage to survive ! Even my colleague says:"Wow~I never see u so angry before from the day u start working here lo~" lolx.. Alright~Chill~Hope my Night shift which is 2 day from now, will be a good n smooth one.. Please~! *FINGER CROSS* Bi Fetch mi from work after he knocked off.. Can see he is tired out too.. He snored softly when he fell asleep on bus, on the way home =x hahax.. k la..after sending mi home, he went home and shower and off to bed he go~!

8th Feb'2011 :大年初六！OFF DAY~! Wheeeee~! So strange luhx~When i got work, i always work up late or reluctant to wake up.. BUt today no need work, whereas i work up earlier than usual.. hahax.. Cooked myself a bowl of yummy Korean Spicy noodle with lots of ingredient in it, accompany with a cup of 'Apple with Alo-Vera bits Juice' ! hehex.. After the meal, chit chatted with mummy till now.. Lying on her bed, using laptop, chit chatting with her..Is the most valuable time spent.. =)) Alright~Shall continue with the valuable time..Once over, it's gone..So treasure it ! hehex..

With Love,
shian

2011-02-03T00:45:00.003+08:00

新年快乐！万事如意！心想事成！身体健康! 事事顺利！
新年终于来到了。一年一年的过。。时间真的过得很快！
大家都老了一岁了哦！长大了！也长老了！=.=
Well~Today is a different reunion dinner with mummy.. hehex.. Met up with Teddy Bear during noon.. Went for a Small Reunion Lunch with him @ Delifrance ! whee~ Than went to catch a movie- 'It's A Great Great World'.. Nice show ! In The evening, when mummy knocked off from work, waited for her to shower out before going to lot1- Pizza Hut for our reunion dinner.. Hehex.. Dad n kor went msia to eat with my 'paternal- grandpa n grandma'.. *I simply dislike to go meet up with them due to some personal reasons since yound ! =p* But anyway, Ang Bao is still present ! hahax.. Had a good meal with mummy, than kor meet up with us when he come back from msia.. Went to Arcade together.. Mummy was so excited when playing 'Daytona' LO ! Hahax.. Initially wanted to go watch movie-ShaoLin, but the timing too late.. So we went to mac to have some coffee, cinnamon melts-*Thumbs Up*, chit chat and home sweet home.. Was soooo happy ! Sister Mas Changed my schedule ! She gave mi a PH tmr, which means i can go back msia to visit my popo n aunt they all in the morning liao ! No need to wait till after work than go back... hehex.... Alright, gonna go prepare the next 2 days of clothing back to msia liao ! Whee~ Just painted my Fingernails Red ! wahahah ! lucky man ! hahax.. GoodNight everyone !

WIth LOVE,
shian

2011-01-31T01:05:00.004+08:00

Ding DOng ! Anybody home ?! hehex.. Phew~ Had a wonderful outing with my Nursing Colleague on 27 Jan.. Met up with Jamie, Yee May, WeiLin at Chinatown point, to get our eyelash extension.. INitially i don wan de. I only accompany them, but they keep psycho psycho mi, i also 心痒痒,so did the extension too ! Like it pretty much =) New look for CNY ma.. hahax.. After which, went to Orchard-Far East Plaza.. Went for Pedicure.. Olivia joined us too ! Hmm.. Was too hungry, never ate since the morning, so went to get a quick bite before continuing our shopping.. Jane, Ai Ying, Stacy, Anna met us up ard evening time after they knock off from work.. Wooo~~ NURSES OUTING ! hahax.. Went to Have Sushi Tei before heading home.. Tiring~!

28 Jan- Worked PM Shift.. Eveeryone was stunned by my *Bling Bling Eyelashes* ! hahax.. Well~ Had a crazy day during work.. Simply soooo busy luhx !

29 Jan- AM Shift.. As busy as nothing ! hahax.. After work, went to shop around to get some goodies.. Had Reunion Dinner together.. Sooooooooo sweet !!! So heartwarming.. It really brought us together more closer after this reunion.. =))

30 Jan- PM Shift.. Qi n Ni came over to stay ytd night..Had a good chat with them.. With laughter, we went into our dreamland slowly.. Morning, went out to have breakfast together at Lot1-Macdonald ! Thought wont be able to get my breakfast liao, cause is 11am, but then we realised........ Macdonald breakfast will be extended to 12noon on weekends n PH ! woohoo~! Shalala.. But they never eat, they going to have sushi buffet.. =(( I also want !! hurxhurx.. anyway, went to work.. Working with someone whom you enjoy working with is really a good thing ! A Great Sunday for us Today ! Whheeee~ After work, Teddy Bear pei mi go chinatown despite being tired and despite it's raining so heavily.. Cause next few days till cny itself, i will be working n working liao.. So no time to go buy goodies.. BUt when we reach, was so disppointed.. The goodies stall which i bought from the previous time is already closed down.. No more.. ='( Sooo no choice lo, just get a few box of cookies and went home le.. But better than nth la.. hehex...

Alright, gonna go rest now.. Tired le.. Will be working 2 more PM shift before my CNY officially come ! hehex.. GOodnight ! Muackx !

With Love,
shian

2011-01-26T16:33:00.002+08:00

Well~Another Day Slacking at home doing nothing but ROT ! Ytd worked afternoon shift.. Had a good time working with my beloved colleagues... Really good combinations ytd ! With Jamie Girlfriend, Eileen, Jane, Huijuan..Well Well~Everything goes smoothly.. Was kinda stupid to have a Rest day, then back to work for 1 day, and have 2 days off again.. but it's my honour luhx~other people want also don have lo ! =p After 2 days of off, will be back to work for 5 days and will be my off day for CNY EVE.. hmm.. Alright alright, lets not tink so much.. hmm.. Lately, too much of stressful events made mi really feel like dying !!! But thinking back, that's probably a challenge for mi in life.. If i were to be dead so easily, i'll be dead by now huh ! As we grows up, is really true that the burden on my shoulder is getting heavier n heavier as time goes by.. How long can my shoulder hold on to it ? I might just collapse 1 day.. Hmm..well well~ Later on will be going for Sushi @ Nihon Mura CCK with Ni,HIppie n Wh.. hmm..I MIss Sushi ! k la..tmr will be my outing with my lovely nurses !! About 10 nurses will be going out together !! Can u imagine it ! hahax.. Better no accident outside, if not........We'll be the 1st to RUN !!! hahax.. No la..Of course will help la ! =x hahax.. Alright, shall continue to rot and reflect upon myself before ahni knock off and come my house before going for dinner.. Chaos~

*Bring Mi To Somewhere FarAway, where No One could find mi, No ONe could disturb my peace of mind, No one will ever add on to my burden.. Please,Bring MI Away...*

WIth LOve,
shian

2011-01-25T10:39:00.002+08:00

Hello Peeps ! Ytd is simply so lazy to update my blog, and so, i'm here today ! ^^ Was my rest day ytd.. Slept till 2pm as i only manage to sleep at 7.30am in the morning ! Post Night Shift Syndrome i guess ! Was so wide n alert thruout the night.. lolx.. Well~My drama-下一站，幸福,accompanied thruout my sleepless night and i manage to finish the whole drama ! Is really a touching show.. Really Love it.. *Thumbs Up* Immerse myself into the main character of it.. How i wish i also have the courage of hers ! well~no matter what, still have to face up to the reality of this world... After i woke up in the afternoon, ate my breakfast cum lunch before decorating my house with CNY deco.. hehex.. Really have the CNY feel now ! WOohoo~! And had a good time spent talking crap n Laughing Out Loud plus those "Smelly Loud "Gas" from mi n mummy" !!! hahax.. Oppx..Tats gross~ But well~Tats part n parcel of my life..The happinest which i hope for each n every day.. Hmm..Evening, went to Chinatown with ahjie to shop around.. Initially is she who is going to buy new year clothe, but in the end, it was mi whom bought the most compared to her =.= but well~really had a good shopping trip with her.. But due to $$$ constriant, we forced ourselve out of the shop.. hahax.. But salary is in once again ! How long will i be able to withhold the money neh ?!?!? hahax.. But no matter wat, really must save up le.. k la.. Say 100 years of saving up, but in the end, 1cent also not able to save ! hahax.. So just see how it goes ya ! Well~Going to work soon.. Gonna go shower le ! Hope today is a peaceful day for mi ya ! After today, next 2 days will be my off day ! Hurray ! k la~Chaos~!

*Missing You*

With Love,
shian

2011-01-23T22:17:00.002+08:00

HUlala~ Well~Guess this round of NIght shift is quite a tiring event for mi huh.. But i survived ! hahax.. Being the only junior in the busy Central of the ward is really a tiring matter.. But no doubt, i'm capable to do everything ! =)) Hmm..after work this morning, everyone is urging to go home and have a Gooddddddddd sleep, and so, our breakfast is omitted.. Took 190 home, slept all the way till interchange *Wonder did i drool or snore in the bus ???* hahax.. Well~Tat doesnt matter anyway, i'm sound asleep in the bus, maybe even accident i also wont notice.. Tsk Tsk.. Hmm.. Skipped my breakfast due to my sleepyness.. After a cooling shower, dry my hair, and off to bed from 10am till 8pm !!! Only woke up for 3mins to toilet 'shh shh' and went back to my dreamland le.. wakakaka... Really Really don wish to wake up.. Really replenishing back my hours of sleep.. hehex.. Had my wonderful dinner with mummy n dad while watching tv together.. Such a long time since we had this activity huh ! Miss it.. Well~Gonna have a day off tmr.. Meeting Ah Jie to chinatown for a walk after she knock off at 6pm.. We used to go shopping together to get our CNY clothes and those goodies, and not forgetting this year of course ! =)) Yipee ! Will be working on Tues afternoon, than will have 2 days off after tat too ! Hurray !!! CNY is seriously around the corner.. *Blink Blink* But right now, the date i wish to come faster is tmr Night instead ! Cause my pay is finally coming in !!!!!!!!!!! Gosh~Really Bankrupt le la ! hahax.. k la.. gonna go enjoy my sleeping day right now.. ChaOs~

With Love.
shian

2011-01-23T01:38:00.002+08:00

Hello People ! Well Well~I'm Doing Night Shift Right Now in the ward.. O.o oppx~Don't get caught ya ! hahax.. Hmm.. 2nd NIght was still alright compared to the 1st Night.. 1st Night is simply horrible terrible Vegetable !!! hahax.. Hmm.. Was surprised by my Teddy Bear this morning ! Morning call him at 0630am ytd Morning, assuming he is going for work as per normal.. But who knows ytd was his off day !!! He still bluff mi with a ''just awake' voice thru the phone.. But in actual fact, he was already on the way to SGH to pick mi up from work =.= hahax.. I only got to know he is not working when i saw him at the lobby without any bags, empty handed ! lolx.. He brought mi for breakfast at Wang's Cafe than send mi home.. Had a good rest before meeting him for dinner at Delifrance *Slurp*.. And as usual, he sent mi to work.. Well~Had a few rounds of entertaining the callbells for the starting few hours when i start my shift.. Right now......Quite settled somehow.. Patient Guai Guai all sleep le.. Going to check their Blood Pressure all that in ard 15mins time or so.. =) *To Make sure they are still Breathing ya* hahax.. Alright, hope to have a peaceful n smooth night oh ! =)) Chaos~

With Love,
shian

2011-01-21T19:06:00.001+08:00

Off To Work After A Yummylicious Dinner At Home WIth Mummy ! *Slurp Slurp*
Peaceful 2nd Night Please *Finger Cross*

With Love,
shian

2011-01-21T10:36:00.004+08:00

Good MOrning ! Back From WOrk ! Just had my shower *I SMell Super Nice Now !*.. Did SOme Housework *I'm a Good Girl!*.. And now, Updating my blog *My "Daily Needs"* hahax... Well~Had a tiring Night shift.. Only manage to sit on my chair for about an hour thruout the 10.5hrs of work.. Was assigned to 'Central', with 2 Staff Nurse-Jane n Stacy.. I've to be in-charge of 16 patients altogether.. Changing of diapers, serving milo when patient is hungry and asked for it, serving bedpan or urinal for passing urine or motions, turning those bed-bounded patients every 2 hourly, checking their vital signs to make sure they are alive & maintaining good ! ENtertaining all those nonsence and ridiculous remarks n demands ! Putting up drip/ changing drip for them.. Checking whether their urine bag is insitu, to drain urine, to calculate and carry forward the drip in the morning, Updating the Big WHite-board which makes mi super headache, have to make sure the whole ward number of patients is correct.. *Sigh* I only get to get my 'MeeSua' which i bought before going to work @ ard 3am+.. And is like, eat halfway, callbell rang and i've to put down my spoon and attend to the patient.. @.@ Didnt even have time to eat my yummylicious POpcorn =.= And so~now i'm enjoying it while typing my blog.. hahax.. Hmm..But keeping mi occupied with work, really makes my time flies so fast.. It's already 7am when i start to notice the time.. lolx.. 1st time during night shift, i DIDNT log in to Facebook ! =p Seriously lo ! A Big Clap for myself.. Now u all can imagine how busy i am ba ! hahax.. Had breakfast with the few gals at 'Caffe & Toast' before going home.. *Yawn* TIme for a good sleep ya ! GoodNight ppl ! Muackx !

With Love,
shian

2011-01-20T14:47:00.004+08:00

Longg time since i last update my blog.. Well~Guess everything is going well for mi right now ba.. Just taking time to adjust to some small little details in my life.. The day before ytd, went to 'Universal Studio Singapore-USS' ! Superb man ! No regrets going.. Is really worth going ! Really ! Gonna go again, wanna bring mummy along ! And the next time round gonna have more photoshoot again ya ! hahax.. Ytd went to chinatown with mummy n ahni.. Went to prepare for our CNY thingy.. Bought dresses and clothings ! Woohoo~ I'm gonna go down again soon to purchase a few more dresses after i get my salary this month ya ! Declared Bankrupt liao ! hahax.. Alright alright, CNY is really around the corner le.. Should start decorating my house after my NIght shift.. 1st NIght tonight ! Hope to have 3 smooth n peaceful night ya ! Cheers~! Felt soooo relieved after a good chat ytd.. *Phew* Finally~! Hehex.. Our conversations n topics will never end... =)) GOnna go rest a few more hours before going out to work le.. Chaos~

With Love,
shian

2011-01-15T00:05:00.003+08:00

After 4 days of rest day~somehow dragged myself to work today luhx ! hahax.. Abit miss working while staying at home, but when it's time to go work, abit reluctant luhx.. hahax.. 4 days of rest day.. Really really had a good good rest at home.. Accompanied mummy... Spring Cleaning.. Spent time with love ones, with my friends which hasnt met up for long.. So cool~! =) Well~Though alot of things had happened thruout this short period of time, i guess it's really time for mi to get matured and settle things in an adult way which will be fair for everyone.. Especially relationship.. Love is blind.. No one can predict the future.. No matter how many promises is made, if the fate is not there, it really are not meant to be.. All this while of complications is something i should start figuring out and get it over at a go.. Delaying and avoiding only makes one another suffer.. It's true that once let go of someone whom meant so much to u, u will need super long to recover the hurt, but no doubt, for sure there is the special one waiting for u out there.. Well~In life, we tend to experience all sorts of up n downs, being together with different person.. EVen the strongest relationship can be as fragile as a glass.. Relationship between a girl n a boy is something everyone cant figure out properly.. We are all twirled in the world of confusion of love.. So, let it be.. =) This morning went for my foot appointment at SGH, Musculoskeletal Centre, to see Consultant Chong Keen Wai.. He suggested mi to go for a surgery to align back the bone and the calf, 95% it wont recur again.. But if surgery is not the choice, than only can bear with the bear whenever it appears on n off lo.,. Hmm..Still in the process of considerating.. If were to go for surgery, will be staying over in hospital for maybe a night or so for observation before being discharged, and mayb 2-6 weeks of Unfit for work.. Well~Really should consider lo.. Hmm.. Hao la, gonna go sleep now, it's late le.. Gonna work morning shift later on.. Goodnight.. Chaos~

With Love,

shian

2011-01-09T22:59:00.002+08:00

Alright People ! I'm back once again.. hahax.. It's my off day again ! OFF For 4 days till THursday befor returning back to work.. well~shall use these days to tidy n clean up my room, in preparation for CNY ! =) Hmm..So far my extraction of wisdom is not giving mi any prob.. That's good ! =) Just tat the stitches is somehow pulling my gum that causes mild pain here n there.. Alright, today after work meet jie and went to Bukit Batok- Snip Avenue there to reborn my hair while she do treatment after her reborning ! WOohoo~! And hereby we both have 1 membership card each ! Hurray ! hahax.. Spent $152 on it.. My straight straight hair is back once again.. hehex.. Is long too ! ^^ Just tat my fringe got abit 'gong gong' la..haha.. but nvm, hairstyle can always be change ya.. hehex.. k la, gonna go spent time with my both biaojie liao, since they make a trip to my house tonight.. Chaos~ Gonna start a good good week from tmr onwards.. hehex... Muackx !

With Love,
shian

2011-01-06T23:07:00.004+08:00

*Yawn* So tired when i only got to sleep for 2 hours after i reach home this morning, than have to go to dental le ! Woke up at 1.30pm when supposingly i have to wake up at 12 to go for my dental appt.. Called the dental clinic, but due to the tight schedule they have, have to reach there on the dot, if not everything will be out of order.. well~Took cab down then.. Gosh~Spent $15 on cab this morning, than spent another $18 on cab to raffles there.. Alamak ! Well~The Surgery went well.. This time round, is super scary lo ! With Drilling, "Knocking",pulling, plucking.. Thruout the extraction, i still can feel the pain here n there, and the dental have to stop to inject more Anaesthesia for mi.. Got more than 10 injection i think ! hmm.. After 1.5 hour, both upper n lower right wisdom tooth was extracted out successfully ! Whee~! But with 6 Stitches all together.. =( The numbness went off around evening time, and that's when the pain arrive ! My face is swollen too ! Have to eat so many antibiotics n painkiller in order to prevent any arise of infections and pain... ='( I'm super hungry right now ! Just now even when i ate mash potato, or rather, SWOLLOW the mash potato, i am screaming in pain liao ! Even drink water also very difficult le, what more about eating ! ='(( What to do, there's always consequences ya.. Paid $1130 altogether.. Haix.. Well~Just hope it will recover faster ya, so i can resume back my normal diet and have all the cravings ! Alright, gonna go rest le.. Super tired.. Chaos~ Tmr will be my off day, but going back sgh to have in-service talk and meet up with my ladies they all out.. Buai !

With Love,
shian

2011-01-06T09:50:00.002+08:00

End Of night Shift finally~ Shocked myself when i starred into the mirror early in the morning while bringing my patient to toilet.. My Panda Eyes are seriously sooooooo obvious and BLACK ! alamak ! Everytime after Last round of night, my panda eyes seems to be super active ! But well~Tat also shows how hardworking i am thruout the night ya.. And i am not SLEEPING while working oh ! hahax.. Was super duper tired, therefore decided to share cab with Jane back home.. Phew~Traffic Jam every in the morning ! Took almost an hour before reaching home, BY CAB ALRIGHT ! well~expected..But the price was reasonable wor ! hahax.. Will be going to remove my both upper n lower Right wisdom tooth later @ 2.30pm.. Hmm..Gonna be on soft diet AGAIN till i fully recover.. hao la..am very tired le.. gonna go rest before waking up in a few hours time.. ChAos~

With LOve,
shian

2011-01-05T09:25:00.003+08:00

Well~ Neglected my blog once again due to my tiredness which causes lazinest and led to the emptinest of my blog.. Hahax..Does it rhyme ?! Hmm.. Just a few days without blogging, just wanna remind myself that, it's already the beginning of January'2011 ! A brand new year, with a brand new resolution, with a brand new hope ! It's the 5th day of the brand new year.. What have i achieve then ? hmm..Guess nothing yet but a pair of PANDA EYES ! Night shift for the pass few nights, tonight will be the last night shift.. Hurray~But..tmr going to go dentish @1.30pm to remove my Right Upper n Lower wisdom tooth.. Well~Hope the condition wont be that bad ya.. Time pass really fast, hasnt get the chance to realise that about 7 more mths and i'll be officially 21 yrs old.. The day i always hope for it to come.. ONE of THe most impt day of my whole life is my 21st birthday and the other one is my Marriage.. =) Congrates Jie on getting her 'Freedom Of Key' in the beginning of the year ! Just a blink of eyes and she's 21 yrs old, and that's only when we realise we actually knew each other for 11yrs.. Jie~Love you, hope whatever u do from now on will be a succeed and more challenge for u to encounter to be a better woman ya.. Our Sisterhood will never end so long as the earth continues spinning as each day pass.. Alright, shall be "knocking" myself out onto the bed soon after tiring night in the ward.. Gambateh for tonight's last round of night.. HOpe nothing shocking will happen ya ! *Cross Finger*

With Love,
shian

2010-12-25T23:29:00.002+08:00

Well'~ 5 MC in a roll ! GOsh~ Everytime festive season, the attendance sure is like tat de.. Normally, afternoon shift should have at least 16 staff.. But today, we are working as united as only 11 staff ! The number of staff is equals to a 'Night Shift' staff.. But well~Nothing's gonna beat us down ya ! We still manage to survive thru the tough afternoon.. Helping out each other here n there.. Is glad to have a good team work.. Or else, i'm gonna faint right infront of the patient from exhaustion.. hahax.. I have to cover the whole centre.. Overall junior.. gosh~ Still manageable.. Alright~We have a small mini christmas party ourselves in the ward.. Ordered PIzza Hut, some bought chocolate as xmas present for everyone.. Rewarded ourselves with 'Koi BUbble Tea'.. Well~Gonna say a BIG thank you for buying n delivering all the way to us despite it was raining heavily.. BIG BIG THANK YOU ! well~today is a peaceful day, hope tmr will be the same too ya.. *CrOSS Finger* Gonna go rest soon, on Morning shift tmr.. Chaos~

With Love,
shian

2010-12-24T23:31:00.010+08:00

22nd Dec- The Day i was awaiting for the past few weeks.. Finally a day off for the both of us..With a well-planned outings just for the 2 of us.. But Guess what ? It turn out to be a Nightmare for mi.. ='( Went to USS as planned, had a wonderful travelling time there, wherever we walk, there's always people looking at us.. Oh nono..Should be looking at the monkey on both of our shirt~ Yes!No doubt, we wore couple tee~! With monkey prints on it ! tsk tsk.. Even though the journey was long, but it doesnt seems so when u travelled with the special one.. But unexpectedly or rather, somehow expectedly, the USS tickets were sold out ! Gosh~Imagine how squeezy how crowded it is in there.. Even if we get in, also wont be able to enjoy ourself to the max when u have to queue up for a ride, for more than 1 hour just to enjoy that few seconds of trill.. well~Some dispute arises, quarrel happened, misunderstanding started, unhappinest occured, and the cry-baby finally broke down into tears.. Everything started with mi, with my stubborn character, attitude behaviour.. When things stopped at this particular moment in my life, only i have myself to blame,no one else.. Tried to salvage the difficult situation at that moment, on n off we are fine, but..in the end, we went separate ways.. Giving both of us some time to breathe and think through.. Well~Being the naive mi, thinking that everything would be back to normal the next day, i was wrong, totally wrong.. He Left Mi On 23rd December.. He Gave up on our relationship.. He no longer holds on to the relationship that he struggled to have for the past few months.. He's no longer with mi.. No longer..... Yes indeed,i struggled to work the whole day.. Telling myself not to be ''disturbed'' by my personal matter.. But no doubt, my tears are around the corner as and when i thought of all those happy moments we went through before, tears start developing whenever i take out my phone and saw those photos pasted behind my hp n the wallpaper.. I'm really sad.. Really Really sad.. I've done my best.. Why can he just give up so easily ? Does it really mean that his love for mi is not that deep,that's why ? He said:"He will never answer my call, never reply my sms, don't love mi anymore.." Well~That's his true heartfelt i guess.. He is very determine on it.. Good For you then.. What i can do now is just to carry on with my life as it is.. Taking a step at a time to avoid more hurt in my life.. Single for now isnt a bad idea isnt it ? But i'm still not use to it.. Cause i miss the hugs,the shoulder to cry on, to lean on..
Today is christmas eve.. A special day for mi.. 1st christmas without any countdown, any celebration.. Initially, we have tiny small celebration after my work, but...it's all smashed.. ='( Alright~I Miss you.. A special little wishes on my christmas day...*Wishing.........*

With Love,
shian

2010-12-21T23:51:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah~ Off day is finally here.. Gosh~Super tiring today.. Work morning shift.. Morning call bi for soooo many times, i tink over 30+ missed call.. FINALLY he woke up ! Gosh~I thought wat happen to him lo.. =.= Anyway, my right foot sole is super painful with 1 blue black underneath the sole.. Walking difficulty ya.. Till now the pain is still there..argh.... Well~after work, showered before meeting up with Jaime,Anna,sweeleng to go 'Nex shopping mall @ serangoon'.. Initially got a few more colleague going together de..but in the end, 'they put mi aeroplane'.. >< What a disappointment seriously.. haix.... But we still enjoyed ourselves somehow.. Just tat 1 by 1 left middle of our outing..Sian 1/2.. End our outing at around 8pm.. Than meet up with bi @ Plaza Sing to have dinner since he just knock off from work not long.. Just nice saw Qi with her friend there while on our way back.. hahax.. The world is small... While~Took 190 back when no cab is available on the road.. SUPER PACKED with human being ! We are like sardines in the can.. Gosh~! Was so sleepy till i cant control my eyelid, it keeps on wanting to close down.. Fell asleep a few times.. Seriously tired to the max ! Can even fall asleep while STANDING ! hahax.. K la..going to slp now.. Tmr there'll be more impt things for mi to attend to the whole day ! Great ! My off day will be occupied once again~ Goodnight..

WIth Love,
shian

2010-12-21T00:21:00.002+08:00

Alright Guys~ 1 more day to my off day ! Hurray~! Today is quite a busy day.. WIth my headache "sticking" on to mi thruout the whole afternoon shift.. Yucks ! i hate it ! As if my left side of my head is going to burst~! Bomba ! lolx.. k la.. With all those businest, time really flies.. Will be back to the ward in less than 6hrs.. Shall quickly get some rest le.. TMr will be working in central again.. Hope all patient guai guai, don give mi trouble~ Grrr.. Alright~Goodnight..

With Love,
shian

2010-12-19T23:56:00.003+08:00

Oh Gosh~ Since when is my last post in my blog ?! Hmm.. Long Long Ago~~ hahax.. Well~Blogging is my daily 'NEEDS' ! But why for the past few days,or rather week, i didnt blog neh ? Hmm..But nvm, everything shall resume as per normal from today..hahax.. Hmm..Alright, Today is a super peaceful, relaxing sunday in the ward.. JuSt need to deal with some fussy patient, irritating patient, and those crazy n unreasonable patient..But other than tat, everything goes pecfectly well~! Hmm..tmr will be afternoon shift, than morning shift than OFF ! woohoo~! Cant wait for my off day to come man ! >.< wakakaka.. Well~My life has been going up n down for the past few week..But thank God is much more settled for now.. Just hope to remain like this ya.. =) No more tears, no more worries, no more unhappinest, no more frowning, but just a Smilex each day goes by..^^

*I know You Will Always Be There For MI..*

With Love,
shian

2010-12-10T22:05:00.002+08:00

Well Well Well~ It's been 5 days since i've "abandon" my blog ya ! hahax.. Well~On monday was my off day.. Tuesday till today is my working days ! TIme really pass sooo fast.. My round of Night shift is here again ! ^^ Nothing much happen recently.. Relationship manage to keep it stable at this moment.. Work wise~No problem encountered.. TMr will be my off day before my 4 nights start.. Tmr will be the day we've been officially together for 1 mth.. Have fun tmr ya ! Hope u will get use to ur new job as time goes by ! Gambateh ! =) Gonna get busy with some stuffs le.. Chaos~

With Love,
shian

2010-12-05T23:14:00.002+08:00

Hulalala~! Rest Day Is here again ! ^^ WOrk 2 day,off 1 day, Work 3 day,off 1 day, NExt upcoming will be-> Work 4 Days, Off 1 day than 4 Night shifts !!! hahax.. Well~ Today is super a slacking moment for mi in ward.. Seriously a BEAUTIFUL SUNDAY for us ! Not much complicated case, Not much Disturbance from family members, A peaceful, wonderful day ! hehex.. Happy Happy Sunday @ Work !!! *THumbs Up*

Well~Complicated MInds but i'm still clear of what i want.. ^^ Is time i grow up, though might be abit slower in settling problem that arises, Might take wrong steps somehow or rather, But i will definitely find the way out 1 day ! All i need is just time to prove that i am mature enough to handle a relationship problem.. Yes, crying is something which i cant avoid in difficult situations during r/s, but after a cry, wipe dry my tears, give myself a 'pat' on the shoulder, be brave, be strong and Walk on ! That's life ya ! If there's no up n downs, no difficult for us to encounter, no saddness, no unhappinest, no worries in life, than life would be as bored as nothing ! I love challenge ! I awaits challenge.. I know no matter how hard i gonna fall one day, there's always a pillar of strength behind mi, supporting mi.. All i need now is just to take a smaller steps in my r/s life, experience all the wonderful up n downs.. I know we are able to endure thru.. Gambateh !

With Love,
shian

2010-12-03T00:23:00.002+08:00

Well~Off day is over ! >.< Back to work tmr ! Have to work for 3 days again before my next off day comes... Endure~!!~!~! Slacked the whole day at home today ! Accompany mummy ! Hehex.. Mummy girl ! Really rest very well lo ! Had my cough syrup and took a nap.. Almost sleeping the whole day la..hahax.. Cook dinner for my family.. Mummy fell down in the toilet while washing.. Had blue blacks n swollen parts on her elbows.. Pain n aching over spinal cord areas.. How it wont get that bad ba.. hmm.. Heartache seriously.. Alright~Did a good whole body massage for her just now.. Hope it does smoothen some of her muscles n pain.. hahax.. k la.. gonna rest soon too.. Goodnight ppl !

With LOve,
shian

2010-12-01T22:53:00.002+08:00

Well~ It's my Off DAy once again ! Woohoo~! Had a tiring n terrible day at work ytd ! Work afternoon shift, with a bunch of...............Gosh~Lazy Bums ! Seriously i almost died while working with them ! is not 1 or 2, is 5 of them !!! Wah lao ! Instead of doing themselves, i was asked to do this n that, just bcos i am the overall Junior there.. Why cant their own junior do it ?! >.< Was ORDERED to do hypocount when the staff Nurse went to the pantry and enjoy her Otah instead of doing it herself.. Gosh~ Seriously ! I am not stupid either to "torture" myself.. I went for a FULL 1 HOUR break before going back to work.. Lolx.. Than stupid irritating Patient's Daughter is accusing Nurses for not taking good care of her mum and causing her bedsore.. Come on la~when she was discharge not long ago, her bum was super soft n nice, no broken skin at all.. BUt how cum this round of admission, her bum was sooooo bad condition ?! Still claim how good u all have taken care of her at home.. Your words are super contradicting.. Say you everyday busy at work no time to take care of your mum, than another side u say u took GOOD care of ur mum.. Wah kao~Want make up story also must plan properly first ma... Your maid is seriously a Useless bum, sorry to say tat, but it is proven.. How i wish i can be ur maid too if this is her daily routine of her job.. Simply sitting there the whole day, slacking,doing NOTHING, when food come,just eat,feel tired,just sleep and get paid monthly.. Wah~Hard to find this kind of employee sia ! What rubbish lo ! Kindly wanted to teach them how to feed her mum through the rouse tube which is inserted for her, they still say:"Oh no need la,no need, she will not be going back with this tube....bla bla bla.." She is in a stage of denial i guess.. Seriously she is Psychotic !!! I mean the patient's daughter ! Really cannot take it sia ! 1st time in my nursing life, i got sooooo fed up ! How nasty she can be when she blurt out everything from her stinko mouth.. If we nurses are not up to standard to tc of ur mum, pls get yourself discharge super soon.. Save ur money, save ur saliva from all the naggings,and no need to get angry till ur BP goes up ! Wah lao~Even doctor also 'Buah Tahan' u lo ! Wanna just avoid u this family as far as possible ! Really la~Nurses can see all sort of patients n family members.. haix..

Today, work morning shift.. lucky still abit of good staff working with mi ! Or else also die ! hahax.. But time flies~Had a surprised visit by teddy bear.. With a cup of 'Craving Koi' ! Thanks anyway =) Had a movie watch-Confession.. Hmmm...Not really understandable, not really nice.. lolx.. But just a time to spent ya.. Went home after tat.. Now super tired le.. Wanna go orh orh soon.. can sleep till late late tmr ! Wakakakaka.. Goodnight ppl ! Muackx

WITh Love,
shian

2010-11-29T23:18:00.002+08:00

It's my off day.. But Thousand & Million of saddnest.. ='( Had a some quarrel with Bi ytd night.. Cry myself to sleep, thinking everything's gonna be alright this morning.. As expected, he sent a sweet GoodMorning msg the moment he woke up ! I also don noe what got into mi, keep throwing tantrum to him.. Maybe just wanna his attention ? I also don noe.. Met up, things were going on n off alright, but almost 3/4 of our dating journey today was a bad one.. *Sign* What has got into mi man !!! Feel like slapping myself and wake myself up !!! I admit 99% is my fault. Stupid mi for creating all this unnecessary trouble ! *Serve you right,Yu Shian* ! Seriously miss the sweet moments we had previously.. Had a heart-to-heart- talk before going home..No msg, no calls, no nothing from him yet.. Is he giving up? Is he totally speechless to this kind of ridiculous girl ? Regrets is in his mind right now ? Just wanna know the answer from him asap.. Time waits for no man.. Alright~Gonna do some stuff before going to rest.. tmr will be afternoon shift.. Alright, goodnight everyone.. =)

*I'm Just GOnna Wait n Wait n Wait...*

WIth LOve,
shian

2010-11-28T20:55:00.002+08:00

Finally My Off day is here~! ^^ I am proud to say~I endured thru the 4 daYs of work with my terribly sick conditions ! Am lucky to say, my fever subsided, only left with slight cough.. Yipee !! Well~Unexpectedly, Mr Teddy bear still appeared at the lobby of my ward floor.. *Too used to see mi everyday ya..hahax..* Had a good rest on bus...*Dreaming~* hahax.. 'Da Bao' Subway for mummy n myself as dinner.. hehex..^^ Bought for baby a share too =) Slurp SLurp ! Kor went home early today too ! Have a mini family reunion today ! Hehex.. So happy... Long time since we ever had time spent together lo.. hahax.. Love it ! Chatted with mummy a few hours.. Chat n chat happily, than randomly chat about nowadays alot of my colleague whom is around 20+ age, is pregnant, get married... Hmm.. Than mummy say:" Best to get married before 23, than get ur 1st baby at 24 yrs old.." Gosh~Means less than 3 yrs ya ! hahax.. But really abit of influence sia.. See soo many ppl taking wedding photo shoot, wedding dinner, honeymoon, pregnant process....Even I feel like getting married and going thru all these right now ! Gosh~ @.@ k la..stop dreaming, time to pull myself back to reality..hahax.. tmr will be my off day ! Time for mi to go out for some shopping or rather walking around oh ! Muackx !

WIth LoVE,
shian

2010-11-27T23:27:00.002+08:00

Woohooo~! Endure the 3rd day ! Fever subside already, No more SOre-throat.. But more phlegm in my throat and Coughing still present lo.. Hmm.. Well~But everything's fine for mi ! =) Stop having Porridge today le ! WOohoo~! Had Fishball noodle for dinner ! Hehex.. Hmm..But 1 thing which makes my day quite difficult to pass is......Keep on feeling giddy since i started work.. Also don noe why.. I did have bread for my breakfast.. Shouldnt be Hypoglycaemia de ar.. But just keep on feeling very giddy.. @.@ Hmm..But after dinner jiu ok le.. Well~As usual, my Teddy Bear insist on having dinner with mi, to supervise n make sure i have my meals regularly ! And keeping track of my conditions.. lolx.. Naggy Ah Pek !!! Oppx =x Anyway, should really stop this practice le..Don want ur family to tink i am a girl whom stray their son to someone whom keep on going out n spend money.. Must really stand in my "shoe", my position and think for mi oh.. Lots to be learn thruout a relationship, hope every single reminders will wake us up each time and change to a better one ya.. Alright~gonna go rest le, just had my medications.. TMr will be working AM shift.. Time to go to bed~ *yawn* Goodnight People.. Hope tmr will be a peaceful Morning shift too ! ^^

With Love,
shian

2010-11-27T00:51:00.002+08:00

Well~Endured thru the 2nd day ! Before going to work, was lying beside mummy and she said:"Wah~Your head so 'hot', still wan go work ?" Of course hot la ! 37.9 degree ma ! lolx.. But the stubborn mi, of course will go for work la ! I will stop work only the moment i drop onto the ground.. hahax.. Bi sent mi to work, bought my craving mee sua for my dinner, sent mi back home after work.. Hmm..Must be very tiring and time-consuming for him ya ! But he just insist..Hmm..what to do ? Just hope he wont tired himself out can le.. Stupid traffic JAM on my way home ! Make my journey home sooo late, till mummy is angry about it.. hmm..well~No choice, hooe everything's alright.. TOday is still manageable in the ward.. Hope tmr will be the same ba..hmm.. Tmr will be working afternoon shift, 2 more days and i'll be having 1 day off ! Gambateh ya ! Goodnight~Muackx !

With Love,
shian

2010-11-26T00:23:00.002+08:00

Gosh~ I'm sick After sooo long.. =( Started with mild sore-throat ytd evening.. Thought would be better after all those fluids n fluids n more fluids... But....THis morning, woke up with a even more painful throat.. ='( Thinking that everything should be fine.. Went to work.. OH ya, Teddy Bear sent mi to work before going for an interview.. =) Wow~He look so smart today ! Wore long navy blue sleeve shirt ! hahax.. Started work with everything alright..But slowly as time goes by, feel myself weaker n weaker.. As if the bacterial n viruses is attacking my body continuously ! Gosh~Keep telling myself to hang on n hang on n hang on.... Had my dinner with Teddy @ Kopitium..He came back to SGH right after he finish his interview.. How tired must he be ya,.. So stubborn huh ! Don wanna go home to rest ! >.<>.< But my mouth just couldnt resist the temptation of foods ! Gosh~! He waited for mi to knock off.. Seriously can see that he is tired out.. Mayb u should stop this routine ya..Don wanna u to tired urself out, in the end, i have to take care of u n myself ! hahax.. Alright, time to go rest..Just had my medications..Hope will be better by tmr.. =) Just got myself checked, temperature~38 degree O.O ! haix.. Please..Sickness, please leave my body.. I need a strong body to take care of my weak patients... Please.. Goodnight..

With Love,
shian

2010-11-24T23:26:00.002+08:00

Yaahooo~! Mummy Girl ! Mummy's Good Girl !!! hahax.. Had a good rest at home tis morning.. Cooked dinner for my family.. Mummy went work with a super painful feet.. Really heartache to see that.. =( Haix.. Got to know from mummy that today at Yishun CC, there is TzuChi's blood donation form 4-8pm.. So i went down ard 6pm with accompany from Teddy Bear.. hahax.. *Another excuse to meet up huhx !!!* Haix..AS expected..My Hb Level is still low~11.2 only ! =( 22 days ago, when i went to AHS-Blood donation centre there to donate, my Hb is just 10.5..Even lower~! Hmm..Got abit improvement la.. Hope by next month i am able to donate liao.. =) But Ahkor manage to donate ! *Thumbs Up* hehex.. After tat, went to Northpoint~Subway to have our dinner ! Yummy Yummy ! Than went back home le..=) Alright~I am declared SORETHROAT !!! gosh~! SUPer duper painful ! Unbearable.. ='( Hope strepsils will numb n numb n numb the pain till it is gone.. =( K la.. Pay is coming in soon.. I need money seriously~! Declared Bankrupt liao !!! lolx.. k la..tmr will be working afternoon shift..Sleepy le..gonna go slp soon.. chaos~

With Love,
shian

2010-11-23T23:48:00.002+08:00

Morning Shift~With a Busy shift.. Dealing with 'DIL-Dangerous In List' patient... Very critical moment for them.. Is either they maintain the way they are or they part from this world.. Frankly speaking, though i had been thru alot of life n death, and even also those whom i see them catch their last breathe before leaving this world, i still not being able to really accept myself from seeing my patients pass away from my naked eyes.. haix.. But well~This lovely patient of mine is an ex-Nurse manager..She is definitely well-liked by her ward staffs previously.. EVeryone shed tears upon seeing her condition deteoriating.. It pains mi too even though i don noe her.. Go In Peace without bringing any worries.. Hmm..She is still hanging on even till Just now in the night.. Hmm..Anyway, condolences to her family members.. Stay strong,move on..

My Teddy Bear did a 'super-hero' act today ! He woke up at 4.30am, sent mi to work at 5.30am,had breakfast with mi at 6.30am before i go work..He start slacking and rotting within SGH compound till 11.30am when i have my lunch break till 12pm.. Than he continue to rot n rot n rot, with lots of spider webs formed..hahax.. He waited for mi till 3.45pm,whereby i knock off from work.. hahax.. Than took mi to vivo,watch movie-'Unstoppable' ! Thumbs up ! Wooho~!My heart was pumping super duper fast till it almost drop out ! hahax.. So exciting man ! Hmm..But a small misunderstanding occurs.. The guy sitting beside mi accidentally knocked into my leg,his leg was so cold, till i also shock lo ! As if kena electricity ! hahax.. THan i told teddy about it..He was so unhappy about it.. lolx.. didnt really expect those reaction from him.. After the entire movie, he was super unplease with that guy.. =.= The way he protects mi,Get jealous over my every single thing in life.. hahax.. But is lucky that the guy never get beaten up by My Teddy Bear lo ! X.x But anyway, his eyes was filled with anger, with hot n boiling tears in his eyes when we walked in the mall.. Was somehow touch by it, but was too scary for mi ya.. Simply TOO fierce LA ! =p BUt anyway, had our dinner at Harbourfront centre before heading home.. In conclusion, i still had a wonderful time spent.. I know you must be tired too.. You are just like mi, i go work, as if u also go work.. Didnt have enough rest right ! Gosh~Better go rest earlier.. Don tired yourself out.. k.. Muackx.. Thanks for everything.. Lurb..

Tmr will be my Off day again.. =.= @.@ >.< A time for mi to rest before i start 4 days work straight.. Yaahooo~! I'm a Mummy girl.. Cant go out that often, or else mummy will be unplease oh.. Hope you understand.. ^^

With Love
shian

2010-11-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

Whee~! Another Off day is over.. But is another fruitful one ya.. ^^ Slept late again last night.. Blame it on SKYPE ! hahax.. Anyway, slept till 9am, meet up with 'TeddyBear' for breakfast @ Bukit Batok~He brought mi to his old house there de market de coffee shop to have breakfast.. He live there for almost 10years+++.. Since young, that is his playground, his memory,his romance,his life... He just moved to cck for about 1 yr only..Hmm..but is true that, the estate there, really alot of good n yummy food ! hahax.. Than we went to value dollar shop to shop..Gosh~I cant stop buying all those cheap cheap biscuits and stuffs.. hahax.. 1 'Can' drinks is just $0.50 !!! How can i resist myself from not buying ! Is just a pity that, we have to travel a distance back home by public transport, so not convinient to buy too many 'Can'..so just bought 6 cans home.. hahax.. Love value dollar shop !!! =p Went home to do "Bis BUsiness" before meeting him up again.. Initially wanted to go for blood donation, but tinking that, i just went 20days ago, and that's when my iron level is too low for blood donation and got rejected.. Fearing that within these 20 days, my iron level is not yet sufficient..So in the end nv go le.. =( But seriously from now on must eat more healthy to boost up my body system ! hahax.. NO MORE JUNK FOOD YA ! *But seriously i cant resist it !!! =X* anyway, went for dinner at 'HongKong Street Cafe' at BBP.. Slurp Slurp~! Good combination of set meals.. Super filling to our stomach with reasonable price ! hahax..Walked round the mall, went to daiso ! Wooohoo~! Next time no need go sooo far to IMM just to buy things from daiso liao ! Though is abit smaller,but u still can find things u need there ! hahax.. Had a cup of 'Green Tea Frappucino' @ Starbucks before returning home.. Tmr will be working Morning shift.. Work 1 day, than off 1 day again @.@ =.= Hmm..Well~That's life ! hahax.. Alright, shall turn in early le.. GOodnight !

With Love,
shian

2010-11-21T23:50:00.002+08:00

Well~! Being lazy for 3 days for not blogging le ! It's time to BLOG again ! hahax.. On the 19th(Fri), had a wonderful n fruitful day thruout.. Firstly, meet up with Mr Teddy for breakfast cum lunch at 'WestMall-Swensen'.. Due to time constriction, we took cab down to SGH for my 'INfection Control Seminal Talk', which gives mi 1CNE point ! Gosh~My heart is like beating sooo fast till i almost get palpitation lo ! Normally at that timing, expressway wont be jam de..But so unlucky, a few accident occurs that blocked the lanes..Which resulted in a SUPER BAD JAM ! And we are stuck in it ! Gosh~Was just nice when i reach SGH,the talk just started not long..*Phew* Most imptly is i get my point ! hahax.. Supposingly is 1.5 hours talk, in the end, it ended in 1/2 hour ! woohoo~! Mr Teddy need not wait for his Princess for sooo long instead lo..hahax.. We then went off to Tampines-Century square.. Went to watch movie~*Due Date*.. The movie which i wanted to watch since it start showing..But nv did i thought that, i didnt have time to go for it, so finally got to see it ! But is the last slot at the only cinema in the whole spore ! hahax.. But was a nice show indeed ! Next up shall be~*Unstoppable* =) After Movie, had our dinner at 'Ajisen' ! Full of humans everywhere ! Gosh~But that doesnt affect any of our happy moments ya ! ^^Walked around before returning home by Bus67 ! hahax.. Our bums were NUMB by the time we reach back cck ! lolx..

On 20th Nov, worked Morning shift~Seems like so long nv worked morning liao.Seriously don feel like getting up for work ! hahax.. But time pass fast oh ! It's time to knock off just at the blink of eyes.. hahax.. By the time i knock off, all my tiredness was gone ! Cause is my 2 off day the next 2 days.. ^^ Bought bubble tea for Mr Teddy at work !=) Slurp Slurp ! Than went home to get a rest.. Meet up again at 8.30pm when he knocked off from work for dinner at sunshine place ! *KUAY CHAP ! Yummy ! So long since i ever eat ! hahax..Slept very late..*Yawn*..

While~ 21st Nov, Slept till 1.30pm ! hahax.. Good weather for a good nice sleep ! Zzzz.. Hmm..Than went to Giant at sunshine place to buy grocery, to prepare lunch cum dinnner for my Teddy bear AS REQUESTED !~! ^^ Anyway, only roughly know he will be eating ard 3.30-5pm..i mean within this time-frame la..So get it done before 3.30 is the safest ! Brought over the food to him, hahax, hope he is surprised by this unexpected lunchbox ! >.< Went to lot 1 with 4th Aunt,ni,qi,mummy to buy ingredients for our steamboat in the evening ! hehex.. And bought a cake too ! Yummy ! Super nice ! Had our steamboat session, had our fill, than chit-chatted,giggle,laugh...enjoy our moments together.. Than cut cake at ard 10pm+, cause tmr everyone is working*except mi*, so have to return home early too.. Had a fun time together.. hehex.. Tmr will be my off day too, than go back work 1 day, than off 1 day, than work 4 days.. ahhax.. Super siao lo, my schedule ! hahax.. But resting is a good thing ya.. =p

*My Teddy bear is officially declared Joblesss ! hahax.. His last day at work at suki.. Awaiting for the next job offer.. Hope he get 1 soon, by next week the most ?! Hmm..Just pray hard he got a job soon.. Or else he have to give up on his girlfriend liao..Cause having a GF is "costly".. hahax.. I tink all guys will agree with mi ya ! =X hahax.. k la, must be super trifty from now on, than must pray hard u get a job soon ba.. Muackx

WIth Love,
shian

2010-11-20T00:51:00.002+08:00

It's late.. Had a super happpy day out with my BOYFRIEND ! ^.^ Alright~Time to go sleep.. waking up in less than 4 hours time.. *Yawn* Shall update my wonderful moment spent tmr ba.. Or rather~Later in the afternoon ba.. hahax.. Goodnight~! Muackx !

WIth Love,
shian

2010-11-18T22:55:00.002+08:00

End of my 4 Nights ! Tiring busy night.. 1st night shift that makes mi feel soooo awake by all the business in the ward ! =.= BUt with my motivation every morning after work, nothing can beat the happinest of mine.. =) Well~After work today, had our breakfast at BBP-Wang's Cafe ! ^^ YUmmy yummy ! 'Teddy Mummy' fell ill while going to polyclinic for check up this morning, in the end he have to rush down to go hospital with her by ambulance..Hope she is much more better now ba.. =) Called him a few times but with no response, thought he fainted at home lo ! =x And so.. in the end, he is alright, just tat he is sleeping soundly in his comfortable bed !!!! hahax...Hao la, he must be tired out this few days too ba.. I work night shift, in the end he is more tiring than mi.. haiyoyo.. hmm..just now accompanied mummy to see doctor for her left feet sole..is swollen n painful for a few days le.. she walked too much, and hurt her feet le.. she pain till almost cannot walk liao than bear to go see doctor.. haix.. gave her strong painkiller, hope it works ya.. Take care mummy.. Really heartache to see u fall sick..haix.. Really wish that u can no need work and just stay home.. well~GOnna earn lots of money to let u live a good living..Love you mummy ! muackx.. k la..gonna go rest soon le.. TMr will be another fun day for mi ya ! hehex.. Movie~Shopping~Going for seminar talk in SGH~MOvie~Dinner ! hahax.. *Just dreaming only la* not yet planned for tmr.. hahax.. chaos~ Update tmr again !

With LOVE,
shian

2010-11-17T12:27:00.002+08:00

Had Breakfast with my Teddy Bear After work this morning.. Gosh~Was so paiseh early in the morning lo ! I slept thruout the whole journey from Outram to cck interchange.. I was seriously in a 'Deep Sleep'.. I woke up only when the bus driver came over to my seat and wake mi up upon parking in the bus slot already.. =_=".. When being woke up, i still blur blur wondering what happen, still thought is bus break down than have to change another bus.. LOLX ! And soo, i blur blur walked down the bus, and walked to the interchange... hahax... I think that must be the 1st "joke" of the day for the bus driver ba~! Gosh~Recalling the senerio, is indeed so paiseh lo ! Alamak ! Somemore wearing Nursing uniform~! Hmm.. BuT THat SHOWS how TIRED i was lo ! hahax.. *Finding excuses to cover up my embarrasment*.. Is the 2nd time liao wor~The previous time also like tat, but is after morning shift.. lolx.. Was still in a blurish sotong mode when i actually saw my Mr Teddy standing right infront of mi @ interchange.. He was too tired out, slept overtime till 7.30am..Whenever i work Night shift, he ''machiam'' also work night shift lo ! I know it must be super tiring for him too... Please don exert yourself k.. =) Anyway, thanks for all the effort being put in.. ^^ Was shock to see 12 missed call on my hp when i alight from the bus with my sotong mind this morning.. hahax.. You've been calling n calling n calling but i just didnt manage to feel the vibration.. =x I am seriously too tired luhx ! hahax.. ANyway, had a good breakfast with u before heading home.. Tonight after you knock off from work at 9pm, fast fast go home rest k... You really need plenty of rest to replenish your sleep, or else ur health will detioriate slowly.. Thanks for the Bag oh~! Is nice, really~ =) GoodNight~Gonna go sleep le..before i start my LAST day of night shift~ *yawn*

Problem is coming back once n again... When will i have total peace in my family !?!?! Why do i have to bear with all these burdens ?! Seriously i hate being a grown-up teenagers/young adults.. I am not ready to "accept" all these stressful matter into my life.. I can hardly take it ! I just feel like avoiding avoiding avoiding... I know mummy is in a stressful, and heartache period.. But what she msged mi, really breaks my heart.. Being influence by her words ! My mood is totally down Down DOWN RIGHT NOW !!! NO one is able to help mi ! NO ONE ! Standing alone, fighting thru the "wars" alone once again.. Let mi say the last time, I HATE IT SERIOUSLY !
Can i just run out of my house and hide somewhere, where no one can find mi? I'm tired seriously...

WIth Love,
shian

2010-11-15T16:41:00.002+08:00

Just woke up.. Had a 'Non-stop' "functioning" night thruout my night shift.. 1st time among all the other nights,i am not able to rest myself.. Seriously i walked,worked, for 9.5 solid hours out of my 10.5hours of night shift ! Normally i only work 4 hours.. Gosh~ Can u imagine how busy is it.. this time round i am being assigned to Central... Haix.. Central is the most busiest de lo ! Somemore only got mi 1 Enrolled Nurse working with 2 staff nurse.. All the junior work i have to settled..Cause staff nurse settle only their reports.. haix.... And in central got super duper lots of thing to update lo !!!! T.T hurx hurx... At 'A' & 'B' station, both got 2 staff nurse, 2 Enrolled Nurse...Yet they are more carefree...But mi... haix... But seriously no choice la.. What to do when this assignment is being assigned... hmm.. Anyway, every unhappinest/tiredness is gone upon seeing your boyfriend standing @ the lobby waiting for u to knock off early in the morning... Had a great breakfast in Mac before returning home for a rest, while he go for work.. He must be tired still ba.... Tonight go home rest early ya..Tmr no need come fetch mi le..Or else tmr u will be super tired.. Alright, i guess i am going to rest awhile more before waking up for my 2nd Night ba.. Chaos~ >.<

With Love,
shian

2010-11-14T14:02:00.002+08:00

Hmm..Off Day Ytd ! Had a good "slacking" at home ! hahax.. Tidy my cupboard~! wah seh ! Clear out super duper lots of clothing that is unwear after buying ! hahax.. Clear 2 BIG packets of clothings ! hahax.. Better la~Now my cupboard though is still FULL, but at least is not tat messy.. hehex.. Evening time, went to meet ahkor before going to have our dinner @ Nihon Mura.. Had a good n nice chit-chat with him while eating at a slow pace, tasting n enjoying the Japanese wine.. At that moment, i felt that we really grow up le.. We can even sit down to have dinner together our wine n food.. Exchanging our problems, exchanging our feelings... I'm glad to have him this brother.. =) Lots of thoughts n memory came through my mind when we were chatting.. But no matter what, we still have to walk on from now on.. =) Waited for mummy to knock off too ! Slept around 3.30am, *Yawn*..Tired luhx~ hahax.. This morning woke up at 9am to have breakfast with my family.. So long since we ever had 1 nice breakfast together.. Well~Treasure the precious time we have right now with our love ones ba.. Time wait for no man.. It's raining now~Nice weather to slp huhx ! hahax.. k la..Going to rest for a few hours before going to work later.. Chaos~

With Love,
shian

2010-11-12T22:47:00.003+08:00

I hope for the Best Wishes from everyone..
Seriously Affected by the reaction..
But i'll still carry on...

Early morning, my phone was vibrating... I picked it up, and heard a Teddy Bear's voice at the other side.. My LIVE alarm ! Lolx.. He was early by 2 minutes lo ! Supposingly to wake up @ 6am, he called @ 5.58am ! lolx.. Anyway, i was simply too lazy to "roll" out of my bed, and sooooooooo..... I slept back.... Till 6.20am >.< Lucky he called again, or else i'll sleep till the sun is out and shine on my BIG BACKSIDE ! lolx.. He sent mi to work, had our filling breakfast before sending mi to my training lab,before returning home.. i beat he must be very tired by now ba..Ytd night didnt have much rest, this morning woke up so early, than went for work till now.. Hmm.. Rest early tonight ba =) Had my training till 11.30, return back to ward for work at 1pm till 5.30pm.. ^^ Was assigned to 'B' side today.. Much much more relax than 'A' side ! But suddenly too relax, not really use to it.. hahax.. Anyway, had dinner with him after he knocked off from work just now.. Now my tummy super duper pain.. Also don noe why.. Just now when start eating jiu like tat liao.. Gosh~Hate it to the max man ! Chill Chill~Tmr will be my off day before starting my 4 days of Night shift... ^^

Simply hate guys whom look at girls,Whom judge a girl by her Outlook ! Simply F*** Up ! What ''Hot & Spicy" ! Think eat chicken wing ar ! I still "Crispy or original" lo ! Maybe you all can say because i got NO Good & Attractive Outlook, that's y will say all this.. But well~It's true.. It's the fact lo ! As if outlook can fill ur stomach ! If can, than stuff the girl into ur stomach la ! Seriously i don't understand and CANT understand why in this world, guys is always like tat.. Siao ar ! Every single gal walk pass also must see, especially "mei nu" ! Gosh~Seriously don understand how their brain wire is connected ! Grrrr....Ahhhhhh... Hack care la ! See for all u all want la ! See until ur eyes pop out la ! Simply out of my mind right now too.. Forget it.. Shoo~!

WIth Love,
shian

2010-11-12T00:26:00.002+08:00

The Beginning of Our Story...
It will gonna be a tough journey ahead, gonna endure thru,deal with all the challenges tat is coming towards us..No more avoiding ! No more quarreling please..

Today is a busy day... 5 discharge, 5 admission immediately... gosh~ and all came at the same time =_=" well~nvm..with my fast actions, everything is settled within a short period of time ! hahax.. woohoo~ Nth much happen today.. tmr will be having my training from 9am-1pm..before goin back to work in ward.. shall go rest soon le.. =) goodnight !

with love,
shian

2010-11-11T03:49:00.002+08:00

Spent my time with Teddy since afternoon till we meet up with Cindy n kenneth for 'Tong Le Buffet' in the evening.. We had a great time shopping, movie, Eating... Lots of fun n laughter throughout.. Had a great filling dinner with them.. Stomach is full of GASES waiting to be fart out.. Oppx =X The both guys seriously make mi sooooooo bloated till i can hardly walk.. How i wish i could just roll back home instead.. Lolx.. Oh ya, can u imagine we walked from Orchard all the way to Shenton Way !!! Gosh~! Seriously mad isnt it ! We took 1 hour to do so ! hahax.. Exercise before starting our buffet ! Hmm..After dinner, we walked back to Chinatown, took 190 back CCK.. Since they have sudden urge to Sing-K, than we went to K-Box till 2am. Kenneth got 'Lobang' ar ! hahax.. His friend working as manager i tink @ Kbox.. wow wow !

Anyway, tons of problems waiting mi to settle.. Tons of apology waiting for mi to said.. Tons of Forgiveness Waiting to be given.. Tons of Hurt to the both Man whom i dragged almost months till now.. Deeply sincerely sorry.. Is totally my fault since the very very beginning.. I shouldnt have been so unstable in my feelings, i shouldnt have been giving both chances at the same time in a relationship.. I shouldnt be so selfish.. But no matter what i say now is totally no use.. Nothing could be change right now.. We can only walked on instead of keep looking back and clinging on to it.. I don't wish to drag on anymore.. NO MORE ! every other day is just another suffering for mi, Daniel n WeiHong.. Guessing and hoping to keep each other by their sides.. Jealousy,Anger,Quarrels,Tears,Hurtx....I want to put a stop to everything.. I could no longer lead a life like this...
Weihong, i hope you can give urself somemore time to overcome all this, just like how i did in the past..I know u r strong enough to do so..Believe in you.. Please don't continue waiting on..It is not worth it..I don't wish to waste ur youth.. You are a great guy.. I will say no more cause no matter what i say is just another stab into ur hurtful bleeding wound.. Daniel~There's still alot out there for u to learn, for u to understand, for u to overcome, for u to accept... Being in a relationship is not that easy.. Especially if the opposite party is mi.. It's time for u to grow n get mature in a new relationship.. If you are 1 that give up easily, than i think it's not time for u to start a new relationship.. Hope u understand my protocol in a relationship..

Phew~Alright, i noe after today, lots n lots of questions will be poping out to mi.. Lots n lots of sms/calls will be awaiting.. Lots of trouble n problems will be on the way to mi.. Just have to face it no matter what it comes... I will never run n hide anymore ! Tracy Ang~Time to stand up and face everything that come dashing towards u ! Do not even hurt anyone any further anymore ! I hope everyone will start to understand my decision as time goes by.. Especially my family.. Cause i need their support in the end to carry on a happy lifestyle daily..

With love,
shian

2010-11-10T00:44:00.002+08:00

It's a bad start for mi before work today ! When i go out of my house, still ok.. But on train towards Outram, my abdominal is super duper pain ! *Menses COme* When reach Redhill,i suddenly feel fainting spell, blurish vision,nausea.. Gosh~How i wish next stop is Outram ! lolx.. When i reach outram, i can no longer take it anymore, i sat on the platform seat and called my colleague-Elaine. She motivated mi by saying this:"No matter what, u got to walk to hospital, everything is here.." I then slowly, step by step walked to my ward.. First time since i started work, i took soooooo long to reach the ward.. I dragged my feet to tearoom and "Drop dead" on the sofa.. Sister n my colleague all having lunch inside..they all so shock when they saw mi.. My face was super duper PALE ! As white as a piece of plain paper ! Elaine immediately brought the strongest pain-killer(Ponstan) to mi.. I could hardly open my eyes... hmm..After resting for half-an-hour, i went back in to work.. Thanks to all my colleague for their care n concern.. Seriously love them to the bits ! Muackx ! Hmm..Is the first n hope is the last time i going to encounter this prob ! It really makes my world turn up-side down ! Gosh~Terrible menses ! Trouble-Maker of my life ! hahax.. k la..Tmr is finally my off day.. Gonna go out with my Nursing colleague follow by my suki colleague.. Well~Hope everything goes well smoothly tmr.. =) GOnna rest le.. Night Night..

*Someone is sleeping super soundly right now...ZZzzZzzZZzz.. Rest well ba~^.^*

WIth Love,
shian

2010-11-09T00:13:00.000+08:00

Well Well Well~! Had a crazy, or rather~SUPER CRAZY afternoon shift ! MASS admission ! But dont know wat they are thinking sia ! Got space in the ward jiu send patient up to our ward.. Than after doing ALL the admission procedure which took up alot of time, than in the evening TRANSFER out ! Gosh~What the ! Y cant they just transfer them to the ward which is suitable for their illness ?! Instead of putting them in our ward than transfer them out again.. A trouble for WE NURSES and the patient lo ! Haix.. But anyway, really had a terrible time.. DIdnt manage to eat or pee or shit !!! jUST Simply work n work n work n work ! Gosh~! Haix..After work,super duper hungry lo ! Than went to Mac to get myself Fries n Nugget.. Slurp Slurp !! My stomach is finally filled ! Hahax.. Satisfied ! Hmm.. Well~Headache ya ! So gonna go rest le.. Tmr on afternoon shift.. Hope everything is more settled by tmr.. Goodnight world~

*My Jiejie must be happy oh ! Relationship is hard to manage, take each step slowly ba..=)*

With Love,.
shian

2010-11-07T00:04:00.002+08:00

PEACE !!! Woohoo~! What a peaceful joyous season... hahax.. I love it to the max man ! Can u imagine working afternoon shift but the atmosphere n surrounding is just like NIGHT SHIFT ! Peace !!! hahax.. Well~But don tink it will last for long huh.. always like tat de..make us happy happy for awhile, than after tat jiu busy like hell liao..hahax.. But nvm la..now can enjoy jiu enjoy ba ! Tmr will be working Morning shift~! Will have meetings n meetings after work ! Gosh~That's wat i hate man ! But no choice~Well~! Goodnight ! TIme for mi to go bed.. Muackx !

With love,
shian

2010-11-03T22:14:00.001+08:00

Missing you in process...

*Will u still continue to update yourself on my blog everyday, like ur normal daily rountine ?*
*Will u still miss the time spent together ?*

2010-11-03T21:11:00.002+08:00

Oh Gosh~ I am just simply rotting at home the whole day man ! I am sooooo bored !!! Really slacking like nobody business sia ! Looking at the clock tickling away second by second.. Gosh~ BUt most imptly is i kept mummy accompany the whole day.. =) Long time don have this kind of feeling le.. But well~3 days of off izzit too much for mi tis time round ? cause everyone's working..so no entertainment.. hmm... nvm la.. just have a good rest and start work again 2 days later =) Well Well~Life carry on..

With love,
shian

2010-11-02T18:20:00.003+08:00

Well~The Beginning of a New Month~November =) Brand New Start.. Well~these 2 days, my legs are tired out.. Aching ! Never seen before such a 'pathetic' callbells which NEVER END ! SOmetimes, 3 patients can press the call bell at the same time.. Gosh~ Some whom are mobilise,still press callbell just to ask nurses to "serve" them like their house maid ! Duhx~ Doesnt mean having more money than others, u have the piority to do so lo ! Gosh~Seriously sia ! But nvm la..everything's over.. work 2 day, off 3 day.. for this week, i only work 4 days..hahax.. *Thumbs UP*.. but after tat......hmm...... work Work WORK~! Gonna have a good good rest coming these 3 days.. At least off day wont have a chance to go out unnecssary.. So wont spent money~Good idea to save money isnt it.. hehex.. Well Well Well~! Alright, just had a yummy noodle prepared by mummy.. Super damn full now ! *Burp* hahax.. Going to fetch mummy tonight from work =) Muackx !

WitH Love,
shian

2010-10-31T23:24:00.003+08:00

Hulala~End of night shift this morning.. Super tiring.. Hmm.. Really lack of sleep sia ! Do eye mask n face mask ! hahax.. feeel more comfortable after it man ! hahax.. Slept for quite a long hours too.. Really had a good good rest... Evening time, went to Cck ITE to eat with mummy,daddy,qi,ni,hippie,ahjie.. hahax.. Slurp SLurp..nice nice ! *Sorry not able to go for our Hongkong cafe & Asian kitchen date* Sure will meet up for it soon ya ! =) Hmm..After dinner, qi they all went home le.. mi n jie went to lot1 to buy things than go home le.. hehex.. K la.. tmr will be working afternoon shift.. Well~hope everything goes well.. =)

With Love,
shian

2010-10-30T09:53:00.003+08:00

End of 2nd night.. Last night to go this evening.. Gambateh neh ! Hmm.. Callbells were lesser on the 2nd night.. BUt SURPRISE occured ! VVIP arrival ! Gosh~! Was seriously soooo sudden lo ! But lucky thing, everyone was able to manage =) Had a wonderful Breakfast prepared by my special Love one ! Was seriously too tired to the max which made my mood sway.. Unhappinest caused.. hmm.. Hope everything's gonna be alright ya..=) Mummy, sorry for not replying your msg early in the morning..Love you.. Alright, shall be going to rest le.. Simply too tired to the beat~! Goodnight people..

*Enjoying Every Single MomENT Spent...*

With Love,
shian

2010-10-29T11:21:00.002+08:00

Well~ On Wednesday, had a good Morning Shift followed by a good celebration for Jamie's 19th Birthday @ YukiYaki Marina Square.. She brought along her young little brother whom is just 6 yrs old..Hmm..Kinda hard to manage huh ! *In the process of thinking whether to give birth or not to* hahax.. Well~but in the end we still enjoy ourselves.. After tat, went home to have a good rest.. Slept till 11am+ ytd morning.. Than sleep again till 5pm+ before getting up and get prepared for NIGHT SHIFT !!! Had my dinner with mummy n 2 of my Love(Ni n Qi) @ Subway before proceeding to work.. Hmm.. 1st time in my NIght shift, i don even have time to sit down for a proper meal ! gosh~! The callbells goes off and off, till i could hardly rest my tiring leg ! Argh~! Don noe what the hell is going on man ! Gosh ! Super irritated ! But is true that somehow the callbell do make mi awake somehow..But BUT BUT !!! cant imagine a NIght shift Full of callbells....... Seriously if i were to put up callbell chart for them, sure u all will get a shock in the end after reviewing how many times they pressed it within that 10.5 hours ! Hmm..Well~First night is over... 2 more nights to go ya.. Chaos~! Gonna go slp le..

With love,
shian

2010-10-26T23:32:00.002+08:00

Well Well Well~~~ How cum nowadays keep being so lazy to blog huh ?! Since the breakup..i'm getting lazier n lazier to blog.. Cannot Cannot CANNOT ! all this will be my memory next time.. Must definitely blog !!! hahax.. These few days.. Been having flashback about the past.. Haix.. What excatly i wan sia ! Seriously felt so tense up ! So irritating ! How i wish i could just ignored everything n walk on.. But well~Nvm la..just try to earn n save more money and live life to the fullest n happiest each day passes ba.. Hmm.. tmr will be working AM shift.. After tat will be celebrating our EN Jamie's 19th birthday ! WOohoo~! hahax.. Girls' PARTY !!! heehx.. Well~ After tmr, will be having my 3 night shift again.. =) hao la hao la.. Go rest le..goodnight lo ! Muackx..

*I Think Of You..*

With LOve,
shian

2010-10-24T00:15:00.003+08:00

Well Well Well~ Recently getting lazier n lazier to blog huh !!! hahax.. Well~These few days got nothing much happened.. Nothing irritates mi..Nothing made mi pissed off.. hahax.. HAppy HapPPy day !! Woohoo~! Especially today ! Super duper good ! Peaceful day sia !!!! I love today !!!!! hehex.. ANyway, will be on morning shift the next 2 days.. =) Hao la hao la..late le..going to rest le.. Goodnight !

*Oh ya, heard from weihong n ahjie saying that they saw mi online in msn since afternoon.. Gosh~how to online when i am working !!! haix..Something wrong with msn ? or something wrong with their eyes ?! or someone is using my account ?!?!? hmm..but anyway, hope my account wasnt hack in ! Or else i hack tat person ar ! hahax..*

WIth LOve,
shian

2010-10-22T00:21:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Someone is complaining in silent about mi not updating my blog for jus a few days huh~! =x hahax.. anyway, had a good few days of rest after my night shift.. Went back to work today in the afternoon.. Got to know about 1 of my patient whom have been with us for almost 5 month plus, she passed on.. Is really very saddening for mi, what more to say about her husband.. Seriously missed her callbells,her voice, her appearance whenever i go work.. Haix.. Everyone is so not use to not seeing her in the usual bed she lie on for the past few mths.. She struggled thru quite some time.. Now she had finally relieved herself from all the pain n suffering.. Rest In Peace~Grace.. Will never forget about u.. (n.n) hmm..still waiting for her husband to reply my msg, regarding about the location of the wake.. We are planning to go for a last visit.. Well~Tmr will be on morning shift.. Gonna go rest le.. Goodnight ppl ! Recently the Haze is getting worst~Must realllly take good care oh ! BuaiBuai !

WithLove,
shian

2010-10-19T11:33:00.002+08:00

Grrr... why is everyone falling sick one by one lately ?!?!?! Seriously it affects those who are well n fit INDIRECTLY ! cause if they were to fall sick, someone will definitely have to cover their job.. And for those who are having their off day, have to be called back for work ! Gosh~ Isnt that pathetic ?!?! Especially for jobs who have to work shift work.. Is terrible if u got to go back to cover duties for staff whom are on SICK LEAVE during their NIGHT SHIFT, especially when u r having ur OFF DAY !!! Well~Nvm, tats life isnt it ! The most, get to earn more money lo !
Terrible Horrible Vegetable ! PIsSED~~~~!!!!!!!

2010-10-18T08:45:00.002+08:00

Alright~Hasnt been blogging for quite a few days since the day i started Night shift.. =p Had my 3 Nights from Thursday to Sunday MOrning.. Well~Was kinda busy thruout the nights..Due to my colleague's MC, i am the only Junior taking care of 16 patients !!! With Frequent rounds of commodes,callbells.. Hmm.. Well~Had a great time too rather =) With good combinations,nth is much more difficult to go thru.. =) Time pass very fast.. Sent mummy they all off to airport on Friday Morning right after my NIght shift with Ahni.. Well~Hope they had enjoyed their trip till now ^^ i was totally drained out after the 1st night shift..Left home from Airport around 2pm..Slept for only 2-3 hrs before leaving my house again for my 2nd night.. Hmm..Can u imagine how restless i was ! But anyway, everything's over !!! hahax.. Thanks for the wonderful Dinner delivery thruout our Nights !!! Yummy yummy !!! Ytd went home in the morning after my last Night shift, slept for 3 hrs and woke up to meet up with ahjie to salon ! woohoo~ Initially planning to reborn,..but with much thinking over n over again, should reborn it when January comes, with ahjie =) Cause now still very straight, n by Jan, our hair should be longer and will be nicer to get a reborn =) hehex.. So we only get ourselves a hair treatment.. After tat, went to have suki !! Or rather, 'Nihon Mura' ! hahax.. In the evening, we planned to go either orchard or PS, but in the end, went IMM only..cause of time restriction ! At night had a really good caht with Teddy bear under my block.. Just hope whatever i said really make some sense into him.. I hope it helps him thruout his life.. I can be naggy, i can be irritating, but everything i said meant well.. Hmm..anyway, was simply soooo tired out !!! Just came back from 'Delivering NEwspaper' with dad.. Hmm..should go rest le.. Chaos~Update soon ya ! Muackx

With Love,
shian

2010-10-14T01:35:00.002+08:00

Well~Tiring day.. Since when i didnt complain of tired neh ?! hahax.. EVeryday is the same, just the amount of tiredness ! lolx.. Was so lucky that i ate the packet of noodle mummy bought for mi in the morning.. Or else, i will be starving, empty stomach for the rest of the day !!! Was quite unlucky huh ! Went to work without knowing my dress got a hole behind.. When it was torn i also don noe !!! lolx.. Thank God Sister chew manage to borrowed a thread n needle for mi to sew it up.. Hmm..was quite hectic with Chemo,TPN,Drips, commode............. Hmmm.....Well~Time just pass like tat... Leave the ward at 10pm+.. Haix.. Terrible.. Tmr will be starting my 3 NIght shift.. Hope will be somehow or rather peaceful ya.. >.<>

WIth Love,
shian

2010-10-13T00:20:00.002+08:00

It's a peaceful Tuesday for mi !!! With lots of coop loop patients, Cancer Patients, TPN patients, Chemo Patients... Hmm..well~But everything goes just so smoothly for mi today till i am in such a good spirit even till now ! hahax.. Hmm.. after tmr's Afternoon shift, will be my 3 NIght shift.. Just hope nth bad happen ya ! Or else i sure freak out ! Soooooo....11/1, pls..is either tmr or after 17Oct-0735hrs... Pls don freak mi out during my NIght... Hmm.. Well~Tat's bad of mi to sae, but i'm sry..no wan will wan to expect this kind of thing to happen in the night time when staff is already a shortage problem.. Don't wanna waste 2 staff to 'Da Bao' and leaving the other 2 with all the other patients.. hmmm.. Just see how it goes ba.. =) Alright, nth much to be document down today.. Shall go rest soon.. Muackx !

With Love,
shian

2010-10-12T00:12:00.002+08:00

Off day is over soon.. Tmr will be afternoon shift.. hmm..will be having a 5 days work before my off ! Gambateh ! This morning, slept till quite late than wake up.. tired ma ! hahax.. had our breakfast together with ahqi ! Lurb Lurb ! Than slack n slack n slack at home till afternoon, went out to yishun with mummy too ! =) Had our 'CHENDOL' which is very famous to mummy.. =) hahax.. than went to walk walk around.. short period spent, but happy moments captured ! Went to library afterwhich while waiting for qi's friend to come n meet her up.. after tat, meet jie and went home together.. Cooked for jiejie ! hehex.. yummy yummy.. hmm... JIe must be feeling bored when alan is not around ba.. hahax.. shall be her companion for the time being.. alright, time to rest.. =)

With love,
shian

2010-10-11T01:33:00.002+08:00

Let's recall back to ytd event......*Winding back...*
Hmm..Had a peaceful Saturday MOrning ! With not much callbells when we have 4 JUNIOR working together with 3 senior ! Which is consider super alot.. When we are busy like hell,non-stop callbells, we don have enough staff ! Goodness ! Irritated.. But well~Everything goes well is the best thing ya.. After work, met up with Laopo n Ahjie and went down to Jurong POint.. We went to buy bubble tea each ! hahax..Long time nv drink SWEET TALK liao ! Went to walk around, and mi n jie spent a bomb in cosmetics !!!! Goodness !!! But is really very happy cause we get what we want together ya ! Love Shopping with My Ladies !!! Woohoo~! But of course, must be trifty somehow la ! hahax.. Hmm..Had our dinner at LongJohn before Laopo went home while mi n jie went to buy present(a wallet) from wallet shop and went to DIY bdae cake for Daniel's 25th Birthday ! hahax.. Sooooo fun ! Thought the cartoon don really look like the one which is intended to be drawn, but still wonderful good try ! hahax.. Went home ard 10pm+.. No doubt that i actually wore my Nursing Uniform for almost 16hours !!! hahax... Eeee..smelly huh !!! Slept around 4am+, had a long chat with WeiHong.. Well~kinda weird Huh ! hahax.. Suddenly change of status/name.. lolx.. BUt anyway, slept fairly after tat.. woke up at 9am.. Prepared for everything before waking Teddy Bear up !!! He got home ard 4am too ! Went out with friends till so late ! hahax..

Anyway, Happy Birthday To Daniel Tan- Mr Teddy Bear !! Best wishes to you from now on.. Gambateh in whatever u do... =) Went over to Suki-CCK to put my cake first.. Than meet up with Teddy to have Breakfast cum lunch at Suki.. Had our filled, than surprised him with the cake !! hahax.. WOnderful ! Hope he is reallly surprised by it ya ! Or else our effort is totally wasted ! hahax.. After which, went to Vivo, walked round n round n round.. Watch a movie 'I AM LOVE' ! SUCKS to hell !!! lolx.. Worst of the worst i ever see !!! But anyway, we had our fill at Coffee Club before the movie ! SImply in love with the 'MudPie' ! Super duper nice ! the 3rd time i had it ! hahax.. Yummy yummy !!! Had a fun day out !!! Hurray !! Hope he enjoys every single moment too ba.. And hope our conversations really make him awake and clear in a relationship.. =) Feel free to talk to mi.. =)
Tmr is my off day too ! HEHEX.. good good !!! Well~Gonna tink of wat to do when i wake up ba ! hahax..Chaos~

With Love,
shian

2010-10-08T23:47:00.002+08:00

Hi World ! It's been a terribly busyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy day man !!! Well~EVeryday is busy i suppose.. =x From morning till evening, i didnt even manage to munch anything lo !!! But luckily i got a yummylicious dinner !!! hehex... alright alright ! Most happiest thing for mi today is nothing but just getting my HP fixed !!! I can SMS, RECEIVE SMS, OUTGOING CALL,INCOMING CALL !!! woohoo~! Functioning as per normal after almost 1.5 days ! Starhub should really buck up man ! Too lag sia ! Wont be surprise if they were to lose customer as time goes by with this kind of service.. hmm..Well~Nothing much to sae.. TMr will be morning shift =_=.. but well~My next 2 day off will be my BEST MOTIVATION !!! hahax.. Finally can get away from my patients for tat 2 day..hahax.. Chaos~

With LOVE,
shian

2010-10-08T00:36:00.002+08:00

Gosh~ So fustrating ! My phone simply cant receive any call, cant call out either ! Irritating !!! Starhub always like tat de ! Gosh~! Idiotic ! But thank god at least still manage to receive sms n sent out.. Hope it doesnt deactivate my sms.. Or else i can just leave my phone at home tmr liao.. No need to bring out anymore since it cant function ! Lolx.. As usual, same routine everyday.. Standard businest.. Well~Full of callbell ! hahax.. Tmr will be back to 'A' side ! Gosh~! That will be the worst of the worst of the worst of the WORST !!! u can simply just chop off ur tiring leg working there !!! well~just endure thru ba.. I AM PAID FOR ALL THIS !! hahax.. K la..tmr morning shift.. hope tmr when i open my eyes, i will have 2 more pairs of hands n legs so as to do faster during work ! hahax.. alright~chaos ! Goodnight !

WIth Love,
shian

2010-10-07T00:01:00.004+08:00

It's Wednesday~ Middle of the week ! Everyone is Counting down to weekend i suppose.. hahax.. Busy day !!! With Callbells flooding my ear-drum ! hahax.. Well~Starved my stomach for almost the whole day till evening time than manage to get to eat.. My Stomach was telling mi this "Hungry hUngry, I am very very HUngry'' thruout the period i am working.. hahax.. Felt so satisfy when the food gets down into the canal of my stomach.. wahahhahx... Well~ Tmr will be on afternoon shift too.. Hope everything goes well too ya !
*COunting DOwn to the Day* Hope No Disappointment ya.. ^^

With Love,
shian

2010-10-05T22:28:00.002+08:00

SPent the whole day at home with Mummy.. INitially, going over to visit my aunt in NUH, but heard that she is in critical condition and undergoing another OP again.. Will visit when she is back to ICU after OP.. Hope everything goes smoothly for her.. Her condition is not really in a good sight now.. *God Bless* Well~Had a good rest thruout.. With the accompanion of Mummy ! =) Now that my family matter had come to an end, i guess is time to get lively again soon.. ^^ Well~That's life, what we will need to go thru every single step thruout our journey.. Tmr will be on Afternoon shift.. 4 more days to my OFF day.. Gambateh neh ! Just hope i wont get any more disappointment which i long wished... Everyday will be a better day if u live your life to the fullest ! Look on the bright side ba ! Life is too short for us to get worried over this and that.. Jiayou lo~!

With Love,
shian

2010-10-04T23:36:00.003+08:00

Yes, No Doubt.. A 7 years of relationship, ended on 4th October'2010, 2345hrs..
No interference, Just personal preference..
There's always a reason behind every thing that happen..
It hurtx for sure.. What i can say is just sorry, which doesnt mean anything to you anymore..
I just want a break.. I feel so tight up, i could hardly breathe..
Set mi free please... As what i said, if really Fate to be together, eventually, we'll be..
If not fated, no matter how long we drag, one day also have to part..
Let it be a challenge for each other..
To find yourself A True Love IN yOUr Life..
One that can walk with you till Eternity..
My Belief Always...

With Love,
shian

2010-10-03T22:22:00.002+08:00

It's Sunday ! MY OFF DAY ! Just like anyone else ! hahax.. Had a good chat with both my lovely biaojie ytd night.. And go into a deep sleep till this morning 10am+.. We than went to Bukit Gombak the yummy vegetarian restaurant to have breakfast cum lunch together.. *Slurp*.. Than mummy brought mi to the chinese physician there to get some "chinese massage" for my back(waist).. It was hurt for some time le... Mayb of my work ba..Quite pain sia !!! hahax.. No choice ! But i spent $50 just on that ='( Haix... Really cant save money sia ! keep on spenting on my body ! hmm..Well~That's life~Get it treated before it get worst ya... Hmm..After tat, we went to NTUC to buy grocery for tonight's dinner ! woohoo~! Reach home, had a rest first before waking up in the evening to cook for our dinner ! We cooked, curry, pan-fried prata n gyoza ! Slurp Slurp ! very very nice n full !!! hahax.. Especially eating with my love ones... Ahjie came over to join us too ! hehex... They just went home not long.. Tmr everyone gonna work again.. Cuase it's MONDAY ! haahax.. Will be in morning shift tmr, than off the next day..hahax.. Alright~Shall go rest early ya.. Tmr after work will be meeting mummy, ni,qi to go chinatown to pruchase some household items.. =)

WIth Love,
shian

2010-10-03T00:09:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. Just received news saying that 'MM wife's passed away this evening at 5pm+, at the age of 89.. My deepest condolence to MM Lee n family.. Hope they will take good care of themselves each passing day...
Worked Morning shift today, had a great time with my partners.. After work, got myself changed out before going to meet dear and bused down to PS there to meet ahni,hippie,qi.. hehex.. Today is a celebration of Hippie's 23rd birthday ! Woohoo~! hahax.. We went to have some drinks first, than ah lim meet up with us, proceed down to 'settlers', n met kor there.. Had great time spent there ! woohoo~! After tat, went to Somerset 313 to have dinner at 'Ding Tai Feng'.. hehex..lastly, bought a mini cake for hippie and sang birthday song.. hehex... Happy day ! Also tired out le ba.. Hmm..even though tmr is off day, but still gonna slp la..hahax.. Alright, update again soon..

With Love,
shian

2010-10-01T23:50:00.002+08:00

HapPy Childrens' Day !!! hehex.. When we start work, everyone wishes each other happy childrens' day.. Kinda weird HUh ! But it was FUN !!! hahax.. Was back to 'A' side today.. Commode~Bedpan~Urinal~Diapers~Lots n lots n lots n lots n lots of CALLBELLS~~~~ Grrr... But well~That's the purpose of going to work isnt it ?! =_= hahax.. But at least my time pass very fast when my leg hasnt been stopping since i started working ! hahax.. EVerything goes smoothly today, just the tiredness ya.. But well~Tmr will be working morning shift, after tat will have Birthday Celebrations with Hippie ! She turns 23 !! hahax.. Well~Time flies... HaO ba, go rest le.. GoodNight World~

WIth Love,
shian

2010-09-30T20:03:00.003+08:00

It's a Horrifying Thursday Morning to start with a 'ACTIVE RESUSCITATION' ! *CODE BLUE* After Passing over report from Night shift to Morning shift, i went to make my rounds, waking patient up to prepare for their breakfast soon and asking whether they want to go for shower or sponging by nurses... Was so lucky n happen to enter into Room20..Is a 4 bedder.. I started asking from Bed 1 patient, when we approached Bed4,wanting to check her condition.. We found her sitting in 'Fowler' position, slightly slanted to her Right side, Face colouration was bad.. Immediately, we press 'CODE BLUE' button.. I quickly went out to inform the other Staff Nurses whom are still passing over report.. EVeryone start dashing in.. We took turns to kneel on bed to do CPR continously, while the Dr and Nurses put up drip which is "running fast" into patient, Set plug, Administer Adrenaline,drugs.. Intubation was done, INsertion of NGT was done.. I recorded down every single steps we took.. What time the drip was up, wat drip is that..at interval times, wat is the patients vital sign.. Continue to take over my colleague from CPR, and 'bagging' the reseviour bag.. Pulse was felt,Oxygen was present,BP detected but shallow...At that moment, we still thought that patient really survived back and even was about to sent her to ICU.. BUt her condition was On n OFF..ICU Dr came and review.. In conclusion, confirm DNR(Do not Resus).. If the patient really "go",just let her "go"~order by Dr.. Well~we do as they say..But we continue to "bag"(give pt oxygen into the lung) until all her family members reach.. But i think due to MOrning jam, some of them were late.. She could no longer wait on, she 'left' the world to another world just before they reach.. Everything was removed from her body.. Let her family members have time to express their feelings beside her before we clean up her body and sent to mortuary. Now I finally noe the feeling of not being able to save someone's life.. But i noe, we already tried our very very best.. *Good Job YuShian* ! Though is quite disheartening, but i really wan to thank her, as she indirectly gave mi an opportunity to do CPR on a real collapse Human body compared to the 'faked body' we were test on.. *Rest In Peace Ba..*My Sincere Condolence to her family members..

We ended all this in 4.5 hrs and tidied up.. Went for a break.. Than went back to update all my charts and follow up with my patients.. Thanks to 'B' side gals for coming over Central to help us out with our patients when resuscitation was going on.. =) Well~That's really reminds mi how fragile a life can be... So we must really cherish and treasure each and every day so as to not to have any regrets.. You will really never noe wat will be the next thing that gonna happen.. Must Live life to the fullest and SMILEX all day long... =))))))))) Alright, tmr will be on Afternoon shift, than Morning shift and OFF ON SUNDAY ! good good ! Alright~Will update soon.. Chaos~

With Love,
shian

2010-09-29T23:45:00.002+08:00

Alright ppl~! Was being "kicked" to central starting the 1st day of work after my off day... Will continue till i have my next off day on Sunday i guess..Hmm.. But well~It's nice to change the environment for the time being.. Away from the HEATIC 'A' SIDE ! hahax.. For today is still consider peaceful la..ahhax.. ANyway, due to my friend's request to change schedule, i change with her.. Will be working AM tmr.. Followed by, PM,AM,OFF.. Having OFF on SUNDAY !!! Hoolala~! hahax... Than will work AM on the following day, than will have Off for 1 day again ! Gosh~ hahax.. Nvm la..so long got off jiu hao.. hehex.. Hmm... Alright Alright~Nothiing much to mention.. Hope the next few days will be the same ya.. *PEACE PLEASE..* Muacks !

WIth LOVE,
shian

2010-09-29T00:48:00.002+08:00

Yipee Yeah Yeah Yipee Yipee Yeah~!!! Happy Happy OFF DAY !!! Slept quite late ytd night.. This morning, rather reluctant to get out of my bed at 10am ! But no choice, got to quickly get up and get prepared for my dental appointment at Raffles @ 11am.. lolx.. Obviously, was late.. But still ok la.. Thanks Qi n ROng for accompanying mi there and waited for soo long.. Hmm..Did cleaning and polishing, spent $110 on that.. Than was suggested to book a time slot asap to remove my Right Upper n Lower wisdom tooth, Especially my Lower one.. Is getting worst and might lead to more complications if it wasnt removed.. Hmm.. THis few mths of salary is all spent on my SET OF TEETH !!! gosh`! FOr the next operation on my wisdom tooth, can claim medisave, but not much is inside le....see how by then ya..hahax.. Seriously cannot take it sia !! Haix.. Will only be able to save up after all my teeth is perfectly fine ! lolx.. Hmm..Get it done at a go ! Asap ba ! After tat, we travel down to Marina Square for a singing session ! woohoo~! Sign up for the kbox member card.. So nice lo, the card... hahax.. Sing for 3hrs+.. Than went to have dinner with my love ones at Plaza Sing @ Thai Express.. hahax.. And followed by dessert time ! slurp~! So long since we gather for meals le.. happy happy HAPPY !!! At night, ni went home to do her assignment..Rong went to his ex-working place to find his colleague..Dear went home..mi n qi took cab to suki there to fetch mummy knock off, than went home to take a push-cart to ahjie's house, she gave mi her room tv ! woohoo~! Thanks oh..Muackx ! Alright, will be working PM tmr.. goodnight peeps~!

With Love,
shian

2010-09-27T23:35:00.002+08:00

Wahlao~! Terrible Horrible vegetable MONDAY !!! Super duper tiring ! Super duper busy !!! Diapers~Commode~Berak~Diarrhoea~Urinal~Bedpan~Pass Urine~Feeding~!!!!!!!!! Gosh~! Each nurses only got 1 pair of hand ! How to entertain sooooooo many call bells in a go man ! Plus those sickening Dr's round~ Should just shoo off man ! Irritating specimen ! BIG OBSTACLES IN THE WARD ! anyway, without them, we can do nth much too ya.. Alright~Let's be fair ! Was super tiring till 12pm+, mi n Jane just dashed out of the ward quickly, so as to get away all the callbells before it starts ringing again.. Have our break finally~We are already Hypoglycaemia liao ! After tat, quickly get back to continue our work... Hmm.. Terrible... Seriously feel so short handed..hmm.. But bad times always passed quickly.. It's time to knock off..But....stayed awhile more for some matter before returning home... Well~Both feet super tiring... Can i just chop it off ?! hahax... If i can communicate with my feet, they sure will tell mi how tiring they are... "Dear feet, sry to tired u guys out since i started working as a nurse..Or rather since i started to learn to walk.. Love you guys..Must gambateh oh~Will try to slim down so not to overwork u guys.." hahax.. Anyway, Qi,Ni,ChengROng will be staying over at my house ! WOohoo~Once again, my house is lively again... With the laughter, with the craps...Home is not like a home for quite some time le.. Feeling so reluctant to return home since then... I hope this few days will be an enjoyable one.. At least let mi have a feeling of a HOME again pls... I miss it... Well~Tmr will be my off day..shall have a good time spent with them ya.. I MISS THEM SERIOUSLY....

*Thanks Vinz for the chat and the console~=)*

*Thanks WeiHan Monster for missing mi so much in camp Huhx ! *Abish*

With love,
shian

2010-09-26T23:32:00.002+08:00

Alright~Shall keep it short n sweet just like how my Precious always say~! hahax.. Had a tiring and busy SUNDAY ! cant believe it man ! hmm..Whole day facing faeces faeces FAECES N MORE FAECES~Urine~Diapers~Diarrhoea~Vomit~gosh ! hahax.. BUt tat's nth to mi ya ! Cause i am a superwoman nurse ! hahax.. To compliment the wonderful nurses whom are working on Sunday, Kak Sri treat us to Mac ! woohoo~! But we hardly had time to finish it, so we took turns, whenever free, go and have a bite, than when patient's call-bell rang, we go answer, than go back eat again, than when someone call again, we go answer, than go back eat again..hahax.. But was a relaxing morning with the staffs working together with mi.. Woohoo~! Yipee ! Lovely ! After work, meet mummy at Harbourfront Mrt, went to vivo, got ourself a movie ticket for the show 'Legend of ...Fist'hahax..forget the name liao.. Mummy wanted to watch, so i pei her.. hehex.. So long since we got to watch movie together.. We had our dinner before going in with 2 cups of starbucks coffee*oppx, illegally !* hahax.. and popcorn of cos ! hahax.. After the show..we went for shopping..than rushed to toilet frequent times..mayb some slight food poisoning..hmm..but alright after tat... Now going to bed le..tmr Morning shift again.. Guess i m going to be sick le.. My nose is running away soon.. Now nose block.. Gosh~Worst of the worst.. hmm.. alright~hope it gets better tmr.. chaos~

With LOve,
shian

2010-09-26T00:01:00.002+08:00

Saturday Fever !! Woohoo~! Chey~What's there to be happy about when u r working on a saturday ?! hahax.. ANyway, PEACE ! had a peaceful day whole day during work.. Just tat some irritating specimen among the colleague made mi wanna hide in the hole whenever she's around ! lolx... Like the trumpet, non-stop de lo ! Anyway, tmr will be on MOrning shift.. after tat, will go movie with mummy..hehex.. Let mi tink~~When is the last time mi n mummy had a movie together ?!?!?1 Hmm......when i was super young ! alright, tmr shall enjoy ourself ya ! After so many things tat happened in our life... hehex.. Gonna go slp le.. Chaos~ Muackx !

WIth Love,
shian

2010-09-24T23:48:00.002+08:00

Oh well well~ It's gonna be the end of rest day le.. Rest day time past so fast.. =( Hmm..time to work work work n earn money !!! Today whole day guai guai stay at home wor.. hehex.. Clean up the house all tat.. NOw my house is super clean ya !! hahax.. Evening, went to wait for mummy to finish work and pei her walk home.. recently, my house too many things happen.. don even noe where to start my worries.. Seriously hate to be at home for the time being.. Especially when tat old idiotic woman whom call n call !!! I will let u suffer if u break up my family, YOU IDIOT ! I will rather be a mute at home whenever facing him.. Well~Guess i m still childish in my thinking.. too bad, i need time to mature.. ANyway, my Gugu had a complete op done. Will have to stay in ICU for about 5 days or so.. Hope within these few days, nothing bad oocurs.. HOpe she will be in her pink health thruout.. Gugu, jiayou oh ! Muackx ! God Bless.. Well~Guess it's time for mi to sleep.. Sleeping will clear all my worries away.. Isnt it ?! hehex..Goodnight..

*I Can No Longer Trust A Man Words n Promises*
*No Longer Believe In A Long-Lasting,Devoted Relationship..*

With Love,
shian

2010-09-24T00:31:00.002+08:00

HoHOho~~!!! End of 2nd day off ! Ytd went to take my Medisave cheque from Q&M..Hmm..not bad la, deducted quite a sum from medisave.. =) Than went to SNB to summit my ite nursing cert.. Afternoon, met mummy at Jurong, went to NUH to visit my aunt (GuGu).. SHe was admitted on 13th Sept till today.. She was discharged after an operation not long ago, but was readmitted due to some complications.. Nv did we thought tat her old operation site was erupted, and therefore water accumulate around the cicumferences of the inner abdominal, which cause water-retention and lots of problems.. Everything was found out after she got a CT-SCAN ytd.. Dr came to take a look at her and explain everything..And ordered to have a immediate op ytd evening..they took her blood and despatch it to test whether is it everything alright to proceed on with the op.. BUt when the blood results is back, her sodium too low le..Will have danger if were to be under op..So delayed till this morning.. But just now received mummy call while i'm outside, saying that the doctor called and asked everyone to go down to see her, her condition is deteriorating..She is in ICU, with intubation..And she keeps on wanting to remove the tube from her mouth, therefore the nurses tied her hands.. Haix..THe most miserable thing is to be tied up.. Her op was today, but due to her Blood pressure dropping to 60+, the anaesthetic asked to stop the op immediately or else she will be in life-danger.. They will proceed on tmr if her condition is stable.. haix...Gugu, jiayou !
Today went to have dinner with my suki colleague, such a long time since i met up with them.. Had a good time spent. =) Well~Tired also le la.. been spenting n going out for these 2 days.. Terrible terrible terrible.... SAVE UP SAVE UP SAVE UP TO GET MARRIED !!!! =XX hahax.. k la..tmr will stay at home le.. shall go rest soon.. eyes closing le..hahax..

With Love,
shian

2010-09-21T23:57:00.002+08:00

Hulala~!!! It's my off day officially !! FOR 3 DAYS !!! lalalla~ Well~Gonna get myself a good rest ya ! Work this morning was marvellous~Mayb of the motivations from the coming 3 off days..hahax.. So Hyper the whole morning, even when patients scream/shout/scold/nag/bla bla bla at mi, my smilex still remains the same..hahax.. But a court case coming up i guess..Haix... Or rather 2 ba.. Well~Hope it will be settled soon.. *Worried* Anyway, after work, Jamie waited for mi at the ward, and together with another Jamie, we 3 went to BUgis for our dinner @ 'Let's Sweet'.. A jap restaurant serving buffet of dessert,pizza,pasta n choco fondue~ Slurp ! Not really attractive to mi la..hahax.. Too much carbo ! BUt is a good experience though.. =) Went for shopping after tat~To cut off the calories intake previously... But still very bloated sia ! Hmm.. Oh ya, there's a roadshow at bugis there for Prudential, signed up for a saving account n insurance thingy.. Yupx, indeed is time to save up ya ! =) Got myself a hp pouch, but not really wat i wan..will continue to find again.. hehex.. alright~ somehow tired too ya, time to slp le.. tmr still have to go 'SNB-Singapore Nursing Board' to summit my Cert.. Well~Goodnight !

WIth Love
shian

2010-09-21T00:04:00.002+08:00

Welcome Home~MIssy Ang ! hahax.. Busy busy day in central station ! ANyway, all 3 stations are busy de la ! BUt today.when i go work was 10 patients, when i knock off from work is 12 patients ! Mayb it might not be tat much, but don ''small look'' them ar ! they are super duper FON de !!! hmm..but no choice la, they are patients, they are our customers, customers is always right~! hmm.. well well~just do my best ba.. But overall still ok la, manageable even though there are a few staff whom are on MC suddenly.. Well Done ! hahax.. ALright, will be on MOrning shift tmr.. After tat will go out with my GirlFriend-JAMIE !!! She shiok lo ! On AL now..hahax.. But well~She'll be coming to hospital to wait for mi to finish work than we go CRAZY after tat !!! hahax.. Hao la~GOnna get prepare for bed le~ ZZzzZZzz... Goodnight everyone !

WIth Love
shian

2010-09-20T00:14:00.002+08:00

Alright ppl~! Ytd was a serious disappointing day for mi seriously~! But i'm not going to elaborate.. it's over, let it be gone forever~ hehex.. Life still carries on~! Well~today due to the track repair, not able to take train to work.. If were to catch the 1st bus 190, also will be very rushed by the time i reach there.. So i rather slp a little bit more later, take cab there.. Cost mi $14 !! Hmm..but no choice la.. When i went to wait for cab early morning, i cant believe my eyes tat sooooo many ppl are actually waiting n waving for cab at the same time ! it took mi almost 4-5 cabs before i am able to get myself one.. hmm.. but alright~tats fine ! had a good day at work today.. hehex.. ^^ well~tmr will be PM shift, gonna rest soon again.. hehex.. must reserve energy... =) Alright~ BUaiBUai

WIth Love,
shian

2010-09-18T00:19:00.002+08:00

Oh Gosh~ Cant believe it ! I slept for sooooooo long ! It really recovers my sleepless night for the past few days ! hahax.. Ytd i slept around 11pm+, than sleep till today afternoon around 3pm+, than get up for my meals.. hahax.. Really feel so energetic !!! hehex.. Now wat i do usually is to accompany mummy especially when she is home.. Just wanna keep her accompany as much as possible.. Evening time, mummy went for work, than i also went out to meet ahjie at bugis.. Went for our dinner at HongKong cafe..Not really nice ya ! hahax.. The normal 'Hong Kong Cafe' tat we used to go is better~*Miss the time together there* Hmm..anyway, after tat, went for medicure n pedicure at bugis street..hehex.. Consider reasonable ba~ Love it ! Gonna go there to shop 1 day, cause we went too late le..most shop closed le.. I bet there will be alot of attractive things ba ! hahax.. Jie~It's our deal to go again oh ! Muackx ! Went home after tat, cause jie going to fetch her dearie liao~! lolx.. Anyway, will go again soon.. =) Phew~Lots of thoughts, lots of memory going through my mind.. i will still endure~cause i wan to get back the sweet feeling i have previously when we started dating~! Time will prove everything i guess..actions speaks louder than words.. I'll prove with my actions !

*The Feeling Of MIssing Someone~*

With love,
shian

2010-09-16T23:19:00.002+08:00

NIce One~ During my Last NIght Shift, my side totally 'FULL HOUSE' !!! All beds were occupied ! I have to take care of 17 patients !!! Totally tired out ! Especially on the 4th night, i m already 3/4 drained liao.. My panda eyes is the worst of the worst in my 20 yrs of life.. Terrible, even when my friend saw mi, they will ask, aiyo~wat happen to u? ur eyes.... gosh~ So ugly can !!! Gonna replenish my slp in order to let the black panda eyes go off.. BUt it will take super long..haix.. But well~No choice ! Was so tired till i can almost fall asleep when i was walking towards the bus-stop after i finish work this morning~ *Yawn* Hmm.. Reach home, quickly get a shower n dropped myself on bed and slp~! Thruout my slp, i had a long dream.. I dreamt of mi still working in the hospital ! i tink that's the effect of working for too long hours~hahaX.. even finish work le still can dream of work ! when i work up, saw mummy lying beside mi.. i thought is morning le~than she told mi:"no la~is evening" ! hahax.;. Well~totally not enough slp seriously ! But, still must fill my stomach, cause almost 1 day nv eat anthing liao, must fill it up or else will have more probs ar ! mi n mummy than went to eat our dinner, walk walk, buy grocery, than back home again~ Haix.. The feeling at home is really so different.. NOW i really fear to be at home facing each other.. Don noe wat should i react or do.. Terrible feelings.. just wanna avoid avoid avoid for now... anyway, going to rest soon too~i'm tired out again.. GoodNIght ppl~!

With Love,
shian

2010-09-15T03:55:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. was super duper tired when i went home after work ytd.. Hmm.. Rest till 5pm+, than prepared for my 3rd Night shift.. *Yawn* Was sooo hungry ! My last meal was on 13/9/10 evening ! Gosh~ Than during my night shift, ate abit, and till this evening.. After passing over report, i cant tahan liao, went to have my dinner before starting to go check on my patients.. Hahax.. Or else i sure faint before them ! Ytd took care of 14 patients.. Today i have to take care of 16 patients ! Hmm.. Well Well Well~ I m super woman ! So not a problem for mi ya ! hahax.. Had some prob at home.. Cried so hard before coming out for work.. Seriously i hope everything will be settled soon.. I want a complete family.. ='( I hate ppl getting involved in my family and causing all those unnessary prob ! I will make their life HELL if i found out ! Slap their face upside down ! Seriously, family is my life ! Anyway, it's time to be matured.. As we grow older, we tend to know more things around us, which is not really a benefit to us sometimes.. How i wish i am still a innocent kid, knowing nothing and happy go lucky the whole day.. Well~My eyes are super tired since last night.. Feeling so restless, no energy at all.. Really Tired Out this time round.. But for mi, i don bring personal matters into work.. But of cause physically i cant avoid la.. So have to endure ba.. It's 4am now.. Another 3.5 hours more and will end my 3rd Night shift.. 1 more night to go.. Gambateh~!

Don't Feel Like Going Home Seriously...='(

With Love,
shian

2010-09-13T10:45:00.002+08:00

*Yawn* Back From 1st Night SHift~! Hmm.. This time round, the 'combination' of staffs is not really good~ Easily restless during work.. Mayb no motivation ya ! hmm.. But no choice, have to self-entertain myself in order to make a good and enjoyable night shift.. Hmm.. Anyway, was a busy night ! seriously totally busy !!! Initially only got 10 patients.. But A&E keep sending case to our ward.. AND just in a night, i admitted 3 cases !!! Now my side only left with 2-3 beds only.. Hmm.. Well Well~ Might be a good thing or bad thing.. Good thing is~Tonight we no need to admit cases.. Bad thing is~There sure will be lots of things to be done cause of the increase of patients.. And somemore, plus the On-call NIght duty Sister, i dislike it man ! Seriously she dont have good interaction with us.. No good no good~!!! But well~Lucky we no need to see her so often thruout the night.. hahax.. Hmm.. A patient whom herself was a ex-nurse manager, complained about our staffs in central just over a small little tiny thing.. Cant she just be more understanding ? especially when she herself gone thru what we are going thru ! Gosh~Sickening man ! In the end, they have to write Memo about the whole small tiny incident.. WOnder how long they stayed back just to write memo n "Have a cup of coffee" with our ward manager~! Haix..Hope they will go over it soon..Cheer up babes~ JIayou ! We will never be able to satisfy everyone at all times.. Especially the sick.. Look forward to a good NIght shift ya.. Time for mi to go to bed le.. Somehow tired.. But my time adjustment is still not that professional yet, still need sometime to adjust it..hahax.. AlrighT~WILL try to slp ! ZZzzzZ.. GoodNIght everyone~!

WIth Love,
shian ^^

2010-09-11T22:02:00.003+08:00

Well~ Had a bad start in a saturday morning ya ! Was so happy thinking that the 'A' side working partners was a good combination, and sure will have a great time working early in the morning.. BUt what shocked mi was when i looked at the roaster, i'm being changed to Central !!! And I am the only 1 Junior there ! Central is very very very "heavy" recently.. CallBell non-stop n lots more.. Even when passing over report, my mind was simply BLANK ! I am not even concentrating ! Is like, what the~ Filled with lots of confusion and unhappinest ! And true enough, it's my busiest busiest busiest day since i started working in this ward ! I almost damage alot of equipments if i continue to work there ! IS SERIOUSLY FULL OF NONSENSE ! Nothing can be described of my feeling man ! Vulgarities was just hanging round my mouth~ And i seriously hate working with ppl whom don even bother to care about someone whom they see as"nothing" in their eyes~These are ppl who walk with their nose 'high up' in the sky ! And i don see a need in getting scolded and being vent at without good reasons ya ! Stop complaining n assuming this n that when u all don even offer help ! I was alone doing all the sponging ! I was alone serving breakfast ! I was alone doing assisted bath ! CAN YOU ALL IMAGINE ! 11 patients~And all potential call-bell presser n total assist within hospitalisation ! Gosh~ Somemore with all the family members coming up to u again n again n again, wanting to get the 1st treatment for their ill family members.. I can understand, but 1 nurses only got 1 PAIR OF HAND & with lots more other patients !!! Seriously i am speechless till the end.. What more can i say ?!?!?!? My tears almost "splash" out thruout my shift ! I am seriously tired to the max ! Well~Much better after expressing it all out ot my dairy ya ! Thank God tmr night, i will be working at 'A' side.. I don noe whether will it be busy or not, but i m just use to the surrounding there, n the working environments, nothing else matters i gues... *Cross Finger* Hope for a peaceful 4 Nights.. Chill~

With Love,
shian

2010-09-10T23:55:00.002+08:00

Hmm~Time for bed lo~! Is a peaceful day at work today.. But at 'B' side, 2 collapse, than black out all of the sudden.. Central~BuSY WITh call bells... My side, still ok for the time being~! Hmm.. Hope everything goes well tmr ya.. Muackx..

With Love,
shian