The Supreme Happiness Of Life Is..
The Conviction That We Are Loved!

Ang Yu Shian Tracy
20 years old
17th August 1990
*AnGeL Of The Sick*

*Love Ones To Be Healthy Always*
*Successful In My Nursing Career*
*Being With The Faithful One Forever*

[Precious In My Life <3]
# QiQi* Beloved
# Hui Yi* Jie
# Mummy* PreciouS

[Nurses <3]
# Joey* Darling
# Wei Han* Besties
# Jasmine*Gal
# ShiFong
# TzeKei
# ShaRon
# Catherine
[Friendx Of Love<3]
# Christina* Favourite
# Sheilina* Smiley
# Wee Liat

Lovedrops♥
x x x x
Pachebel - Canon in D major -

22nd Dec- The Day i was awaiting for the past few weeks.. Finally a day off for the both of us..With a well-planned outings just for the 2 of us.. But Guess what ? It turn out to be a Nightmare for mi.. ='( Went to USS as planned, had a wonderful travelling time there, wherever we walk, there's always people looking at us.. Oh nono..Should be looking at the monkey on both of our shirt~ Yes!No doubt, we wore couple tee~! With monkey prints on it ! tsk tsk.. Even though the journey was long, but it doesnt seems so when u travelled with the special one.. But unexpectedly or rather, somehow expectedly, the USS tickets were sold out ! Gosh~Imagine how squeezy how crowded it is in there.. Even if we get in, also wont be able to enjoy ourself to the max when u have to queue up for a ride, for more than 1 hour just to enjoy that few seconds of trill.. well~Some dispute arises, quarrel happened, misunderstanding started, unhappinest occured, and the cry-baby finally broke down into tears.. Everything started with mi, with my stubborn character, attitude behaviour.. When things stopped at this particular moment in my life, only i have myself to blame,no one else.. Tried to salvage the difficult situation at that moment, on n off we are fine, but..in the end, we went separate ways.. Giving both of us some time to breathe and think through.. Well~Being the naive mi, thinking that everything would be back to normal the next day, i was wrong, totally wrong.. He Left Mi On 23rd December.. He Gave up on our relationship.. He no longer holds on to the relationship that he struggled to have for the past few months.. He's no longer with mi.. No longer..... Yes indeed,i struggled to work the whole day.. Telling myself not to be ''disturbed'' by my personal matter.. But no doubt, my tears are around the corner as and when i thought of all those happy moments we went through before, tears start developing whenever i take out my phone and saw those photos pasted behind my hp n the wallpaper.. I'm really sad.. Really Really sad.. I've done my best.. Why can he just give up so easily ? Does it really mean that his love for mi is not that deep,that's why ? He said:"He will never answer my call, never reply my sms, don't love mi anymore.." Well~That's his true heartfelt i guess.. He is very determine on it.. Good For you then.. What i can do now is just to carry on with my life as it is.. Taking a step at a time to avoid more hurt in my life.. Single for now isnt a bad idea isnt it ? But i'm still not use to it.. Cause i miss the hugs,the shoulder to cry on, to lean on..
Today is christmas eve.. A special day for mi.. 1st christmas without any countdown, any celebration.. Initially, we have tiny small celebration after my work, but...it's all smashed.. ='( Alright~I Miss you.. A special little wishes on my christmas day...*Wishing.........*

With Love,
shian