The Supreme Happiness Of Life Is..
The Conviction That We Are Loved!

Ang Yu Shian Tracy
20 years old
17th August 1990
*AnGeL Of The Sick*

*Love Ones To Be Healthy Always*
*Successful In My Nursing Career*
*Being With The Faithful One Forever*

[Precious In My Life <3]
# QiQi* Beloved
# Hui Yi* Jie
# Mummy* PreciouS

[Nurses <3]
# Joey* Darling
# Wei Han* Besties
# Jasmine*Gal
# ShiFong
# TzeKei
# ShaRon
# Catherine
[Friendx Of Love<3]
# Christina* Favourite
# Sheilina* Smiley
# Wee Liat

Lovedrops♥
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Pachebel - Canon in D major -

It's a Horrifying Thursday Morning to start with a 'ACTIVE RESUSCITATION' ! *CODE BLUE* After Passing over report from Night shift to Morning shift, i went to make my rounds, waking patient up to prepare for their breakfast soon and asking whether they want to go for shower or sponging by nurses... Was so lucky n happen to enter into Room20..Is a 4 bedder.. I started asking from Bed 1 patient, when we approached Bed4,wanting to check her condition.. We found her sitting in 'Fowler' position, slightly slanted to her Right side, Face colouration was bad.. Immediately, we press 'CODE BLUE' button.. I quickly went out to inform the other Staff Nurses whom are still passing over report.. EVeryone start dashing in.. We took turns to kneel on bed to do CPR continously, while the Dr and Nurses put up drip which is "running fast" into patient, Set plug, Administer Adrenaline,drugs.. Intubation was done, INsertion of NGT was done.. I recorded down every single steps we took.. What time the drip was up, wat drip is that..at interval times, wat is the patients vital sign.. Continue to take over my colleague from CPR, and 'bagging' the reseviour bag.. Pulse was felt,Oxygen was present,BP detected but shallow...At that moment, we still thought that patient really survived back and even was about to sent her to ICU.. BUt her condition was On n OFF..ICU Dr came and review.. In conclusion, confirm DNR(Do not Resus).. If the patient really "go",just let her "go"~order by Dr.. Well~we do as they say..But we continue to "bag"(give pt oxygen into the lung) until all her family members reach.. But i think due to MOrning jam, some of them were late.. She could no longer wait on, she 'left' the world to another world just before they reach.. Everything was removed from her body.. Let her family members have time to express their feelings beside her before we clean up her body and sent to mortuary. Now I finally noe the feeling of not being able to save someone's life.. But i noe, we already tried our very very best.. *Good Job YuShian* ! Though is quite disheartening, but i really wan to thank her, as she indirectly gave mi an opportunity to do CPR on a real collapse Human body compared to the 'faked body' we were test on.. *Rest In Peace Ba..*My Sincere Condolence to her family members..

We ended all this in 4.5 hrs and tidied up.. Went for a break.. Than went back to update all my charts and follow up with my patients.. Thanks to 'B' side gals for coming over Central to help us out with our patients when resuscitation was going on.. =) Well~That's really reminds mi how fragile a life can be... So we must really cherish and treasure each and every day so as to not to have any regrets.. You will really never noe wat will be the next thing that gonna happen.. Must Live life to the fullest and SMILEX all day long... =))))))))) Alright, tmr will be on Afternoon shift, than Morning shift and OFF ON SUNDAY ! good good ! Alright~Will update soon.. Chaos~

With Love,
shian