The Supreme Happiness Of Life Is..
The Conviction That We Are Loved!

Ang Yu Shian Tracy
20 years old
17th August 1990
*AnGeL Of The Sick*

*Love Ones To Be Healthy Always*
*Successful In My Nursing Career*
*Being With The Faithful One Forever*

[Precious In My Life <3]
# QiQi* Beloved
# Hui Yi* Jie
# Mummy* PreciouS

[Nurses <3]
# Joey* Darling
# Wei Han* Besties
# Jasmine*Gal
# ShiFong
# TzeKei
# ShaRon
# Catherine
[Friendx Of Love<3]
# Christina* Favourite
# Sheilina* Smiley
# Wee Liat

Lovedrops♥
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Pachebel - Canon in D major -

Finally coming the the end of this week soon.. Tmr is my favourite friday ! THough working PM shift tmr, but it's ok..cause there's a motivation for mi since i'm going to celebrate my bdae during this 2 days of weekends.. hahax..

Today isnt really a good day for mi.. Guess wat ?! Our Nursing Section Head-Lydia Lau came down personally to "visit" us..Mdm Lau was a nice lecturer..Good to chat with..Know her thru the 'WSS' programme.. No one dares to speak up when Mdm Tan was standing together with us.. When Mdm Lau started to Pin-point someone to answer, n when tat particular student answered, Mdm Tan started raising her voice n scold the student.. What is THis Man ! Who the hell will dare to speak up when she is down there "PROTECTING HER RIGHTS !", n blasting our heads off when we students speak up.. Siao ! And so, she evacuated herself after awhile.. We started to sae out all our feelings.. Mdm Lau was understandable..but she could not help much i noe.. Seriously now is really either we Fail & restart all over again for yr 2 or we pass n continue our journey to 2.2..

Mdm Tan is seriously very contradicting.. For this min she can sae something,the other min she will just 'flip' her words n sae another directly opposite things which puts us in the wrong..than when we confronted her abt, it, she'll scold us:" Don't come bullshit to mi ! When did i ever sae tat !" What the hell !

She have "RIGHTS", don't WE ! She Fight for it, Cant we ! She is a human, Arent WE !

She treats us like her DOG izzit ! We are also somebody's child, try letting other teachers being so fierce towards her kids, see how she react ! For goodness sake ! Somewhat i'm sry to sae tis, She as a Christian being like tat, showing this kind of "Good Examples".. Well done ! What have she been learning ! Or rather how much have she learnt !

And ya,We've to give our lecturer a testimonial at the end of our posting..But Can u all imagine a teacher asking student, or rather 'WARNING' student to be careful in writing the testimonials for her ! She said if we were to give a Negative feedback abt her, she'll tear the paper infront of us n ask us to rewrite it until she is satisfy with it ! Well well well, She can fail us, but we CANT fail her ! What a joke ! Ya ! What she cares is all abt her Bonus ! Her Reputation ! Her ''face matter" ! Her Rights !

Everytime scold us being hypocrite for promising one thing yet act as another..But she herself did tat ! 'Back-stabbing' the other lecturers infront of us.. Saying how bad they are in their teaching ! Critisize them till they seem so worthless.. Judging their skills in teaching..Saying that they are not professional at all ! Come on la ! Hypocrite lady ! U criticise so much abt them, and than the next min, saw u sitting down with them, happily having ur lunch.. U R SO DAMN HYPOCRITE ! If we had a chance, we sure gonna tape down whatever lecture we receive from u ! U got ur evidence, we shall have it too !

You succeeded in your career, and we've to fail under you ! What a joke ! Yes, i cannot deny that we are a bunch of "hyper-active"cum lazy kids..But come on la, look at urself too when things get out of hands.. The previous 2 attachement we also manage to pass even when we are so out of control..Not bcos the teachers are not up to standard or not strict enough, is simply bcos that They Know the techniques to guide us, teach us and grade us.. Don't push the blame to others by saving urself when u noe things are getting out of hand..And u noe tat ur reputation is gonna be smash if we students under u, all failed our 2.1 posting.. That's y u get section head to come n justify your RIGHTS ! You tells whatever RIGHT story u have.. We can be a bunch of lazy bums..but let mi tell u this, U as a teacher is there to control us, guide us,teach us, no matter how bad the student is..Dont u noe, the more fierce u r, the more rebellion we are ! You as a Nursing Teacher shld noe all this, dont u.. Reflect on urself some times.. Dont always push the blame on us.. It will never work out forever !

Be mindful Of Your words from now on.. Outsiders are judging you everyday ! "Whatever you do, God's looking.." Touch ur conscience.. I never had been so pressurize in my 19yrs of life.. I never feel like breaking down so seriously ! Seriously I cant even stand firm anymore if this goes on.. Who noes someone might just visit mi in IMH ?! Or GraveYard ?! Hmm..

Seriously, I want nothing else, other than passing my 2.1 attachment ! My birthday wishes..
I can don want everything, I can throw away everything just for the sake of my future !

With Love,
shian