The Supreme Happiness Of Life Is..
The Conviction That We Are Loved!

Ang Yu Shian Tracy
20 years old
17th August 1990
*AnGeL Of The Sick*

*Love Ones To Be Healthy Always*
*Successful In My Nursing Career*
*Being With The Faithful One Forever*

[Precious In My Life <3]
# QiQi* Beloved
# Hui Yi* Jie
# Mummy* PreciouS

[Nurses <3]
# Joey* Darling
# Wei Han* Besties
# Jasmine*Gal
# ShiFong
# TzeKei
# ShaRon
# Catherine
[Friendx Of Love<3]
# Christina* Favourite
# Sheilina* Smiley
# Wee Liat

Lovedrops♥
x x x x
Pachebel - Canon in D major -

Wasn't in the mood to go school for lessons ytd.. All i was thinking was just to rush back to malaysia for my grandpa's funeral.. I just wanna spent more time with him.. But because of the tight schedule for my lesson, too many impt topics will be covered on Wed, so i cant afford to miss it.. *Sign*.. Endured thru my long period of lessons..Actually planned to go off after the combine lecture, but in the end, our section head comes, than talk talk talk, than got 1 teacher come talk to us bout CCA ! which took up lots of our time ! Grrr~~ I was like, so tense up liao lo ! I thought the lesson will end ard 5pm+.. But it ended at 6pm !!! haix..Than keep on receiving dear's msg..So sry to make him wait.. Than after that, i rushed to take a cab n went down to Golden Mile at Beach Road there, where the bus will be.. Tks my nursing dudes for helping mi put my tabbner into the locker..

On the way back, my mind was filled with worries n saddness..Thinking on how m i going to face the reality when i reach there.. All the while, i still haven really accept that my grandpa had left us to a better place.. BUt i'm lucky to have dear by mi.. He comfort mi..n reasure mi.. When we reach, my uncle came to fetch us.. My tears were about to drop down when i saw the coffin n pic of my grandpa.. The first thing i do was to go and look at my grandpa..Than had a bath, n change into the Blue Shirt with the pin.. Introduced dear to my BIG family..lolx.. During the night, they we went to slp with my grandma.. Than mi n Ni was talking inside..My stomach was grumbling here n there lo.. very hungry..lolx..than ChengRong cooked noodle for us to eat.. After tat, went back to slp..at that time is 3am le.. But i keep on coughing in the room, so i went outside in order not to wake them up.. Than went to sleep beside grandpa's coffin..But i keep coughing, in the end also didnt get to sleep.. So i just " Shou Ye" the whole night.. I keep going to look at my grandpa.. I really miss him... Than 6.30am, went to wake them up, n prepare for the journey.. Ard 7+, had our breakfast, than 8+, the "shifu" came n we did our last prayer to grandpa.. We really cried our hearts out when we took the last look at grandpa.. I was assigned to take care of my grandma..cause scared that she might just drop down when the procedure starts.. I keep holding on to her.. My tears dropped when she cried out to grandpa.. Than after all the procedures, the coffin was put inside the van..We were about to set off, than grandma insist of sending him off to a distant.. But just she was about to do so, she cried so hardly and she dropped onto the floor.. I used my whole strength to carried her up with my tears around my eyes.. Than carried her back into the house.. n we continued our journey to sent grandpa off.. Walked a distance, than everyone went back to their own cars.. The journey to the cremation place was more than an hour.. I was so tired and slept for awhile.. Dear was really so concern..i was holding on to my water and i fell aslp..he took it over and carried everything for mi and let mi rest..Than when we reach, we did our last praying and grandpa was sent for cremation.. There goes my grandpa.. After tat, we went home seperately.. Slept in dad's car.. I was so tired till i snore, saliva flowing out, n talking non-stop.. dear keep on wiping my saliva away for mi..hahax..Thanks really really much for enduring thru this 2 days of procedure.. Sry dear, must have tired u out.. Must rest well ok.. Love you.. muackx..

I still remember the time during my holiday and i went back malaysia to take care of grandpa.. I was still cleaning the Oxygen tube for him.. Feeding him.. holding on to his hands.. talking to him.. All this is something very precious to be remembered.. Grandpa, rest in peace.. We will take good care of grandma.. So need no worry bout her... Bless us in heaven.. Always in our memory.. No one can replace you in our hearts.. love ya..

With Love,
shian