The Supreme Happiness Of Life Is..
The Conviction That We Are Loved!

Ang Yu Shian Tracy
20 years old
17th August 1990
*AnGeL Of The Sick*

*Love Ones To Be Healthy Always*
*Successful In My Nursing Career*
*Being With The Faithful One Forever*

[Precious In My Life <3]
# QiQi* Beloved
# Hui Yi* Jie
# Mummy* PreciouS

[Nurses <3]
# Joey* Darling
# Wei Han* Besties
# Jasmine*Gal
# ShiFong
# TzeKei
# ShaRon
# Catherine
[Friendx Of Love<3]
# Christina* Favourite
# Sheilina* Smiley
# Wee Liat

Lovedrops♥
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Pachebel - Canon in D major -

5th May 2009...( A Day To Remember...)

Morning Received a call, saying that my favourite grandpa pass away this morning at 5am+.. In the midnight, my aunt called my mum and says that my grandpa stopped breathing le..But after awhile, they felt pulse on him again.. But he endured till 5am and he left... I stunned awhile, though knowing that he is going off sooner or later, but i somehow still cant accept the fact.. I than held back my feelings and went to school..

Morning had PE.. Jogged 3 rounds the track.. I run non-stop, despite feeling very uncomfortable in my throat..Phlegm is "clotting" around my throat n makes mi feel so breathless as i run..But i keep telling myself to carry on.. After that, had captains' Ball Game.. Than went to Cafe2 for a drink.. Did most of both our Geron & PM project.. Is a rush schedule for us..So gonna Jiayou le..

Is a hard day for mi.. I keep suppressing my feeling in school.. Knowing that i'll be affected as well as my nursings dudes if i were to break-down infront of them..So the only solution is to keep myself with a smilex n all the nonsense i do normally.. It's true that i'm fortunate to have them there for mi.. Their laughter keeps mi alive, their care n concern makes mi feel so warmth.. Thank you all..*Joey*CaiYun*WeiHan* Must revise on the lesson that i going to miss on thursday alright ! =)

Tmr i'll be going back to malaysia straight after i finish my school.. Dear will be going back with mi, cause he sae is not safe for mi to go back alone, somemore at night.. He'll be there to protect mi ! Hmm..Tks dear.. Is a big sarcrifice for u.. U have to pushed away lots of work on ur hands, n also ur lesson that needs to be attend.. But i truly appreciate it.. I love you..

Deep inside mi, there's sadness, but there's also happinest.. At least i noe my grandpa need not suffer anymore from now on.. He will be up in the sky, looking at us, n protecting us from being harm.. He had suffered a long way..Its time to let go.. Grandpa, Everything had comes to an end..Leave with peace..Don't worry about grandma, we'll all take good care of her when u're not around.. The happinest u brought for us.. The smilex u never failed to show.. The Love that is forever there for us.. I still remember when i was young, n u carried mi in ur arm, it was such a nice memory, not everyone is so fortunate to have their grandparents with them till my age.. I ive with no regrets, at least i noe i tried my best to accompanied n take care of you thruout the period of time when u r sick..Grandpa..I love you real loads.. You will always Be In My Memories..

I kNow i Gonna Be stronger Than AnyOne Else At This Moment Of Time...

With Love,
shian