The Supreme Happiness Of Life Is..
The Conviction That We Are Loved!

Ang Yu Shian Tracy
20 years old
17th August 1990
*AnGeL Of The Sick*

*Love Ones To Be Healthy Always*
*Successful In My Nursing Career*
*Being With The Faithful One Forever*

[Precious In My Life <3]
# QiQi* Beloved
# Hui Yi* Jie
# Mummy* PreciouS

[Nurses <3]
# Joey* Darling
# Wei Han* Besties
# Jasmine*Gal
# ShiFong
# TzeKei
# ShaRon
# Catherine
[Friendx Of Love<3]
# Christina* Favourite
# Sheilina* Smiley
# Wee Liat

Lovedrops♥
x x x x
Pachebel - Canon in D major -

Morning woke up early to go school for extra practise for our IV therapy practical test next sat.. waited for caiyun at simei for around 45 mins ~! So i went to east-point to shop n walk around to pass my time..hahax.. Started our practice once we reach the lab.. At least today is a goos chance to practice cause lesser ppl, than more space, less noise ! hahax.. Around 12pm+ we went off.. Walked to simei with Joey n Caiyun..went to the Sony Ericsson shop to help dad repair his hp..have to wait for 3-5 days of working day to be repaired..so just have to wait for their call once the hp is repaired.. after tat we went to ntuc to get something n trained back home..

Actually planned to go for dinner at Jurong Point with Dear n Ahni they all..but in the end is cancelled.. When reach home, had my shower, than contacted dear..had some misunderstanding over issues.. N is the FIRST time that he ignored mi for quite a while.. Mayb tis time round i really piss him off, especially when he is not in a good mood too today..oppx.. I msged him, but he also didnt reply.. I felt so tense up in my heart suddenly, after accumulating all the problems that i encountered this week.. I then went out at around 5+.. Trained down to Esplanade.. Is the FIRST time i go there myself.. Kind of not use to it.. But i just thought of have to be independant n must reflect on myself le.. So just wanna give myself some time.. I don noe y but i just love to go Esplanade there..i like the view there..hahax.. Sat down there, drank a bottle of Green Apple Vodka.. I drank it as if i was drinking coke lo.. TOO FAST ! Than slowly, i can feel my heart pumping so fast..I tink going hypertension soon ! N my vision is blurish... I can no longer feel any strength in mi... Dear than came finding mi.. Lucky he was there in time, or else i'll have blank-out there.. The feeling is so scary.. Once he reach, My tears rolled down my cheeks n i started to cry in his arm.. I cry my whole-heart out ! Is really much better after the crying.. Than i felt so tight up inside mi..n i vomitted.. Is all greenish in colour..n the vomitus is very warm..ALCOHOL MA..hahax.. n the smell is GREEN APPLE ! goodness.. Sat there n when i felt better, n able to stand le, than we went to the "Makan-Sutra" there to have our dinner..I was feeling very hungry le..somemore i drank the vodka with empty stomach..lolx.. Dear ordered a chinese tea for mi to "press" down the alcohol in my body..than ordered a porridge for mi.. than i requested n crave to eat satay ! n so he also went to buy ! woohoo~~ hahax.. He promised mi to bring mi there to eat again, but is eat like steamboat n bbq like tat de..hahax.. after dinner, went to Singapore Flyers there, than we sat near the sea there n chat for a very long time.. We expressed our feelings n thoughts to each other to understand what we r thinking.. Had a great time n conclusion after the chat.. Sitting down n have a chat is a really enjoyable n relaxing thing to do..hahax.. than we cab home at around 1am+..hahax.. Dear send mi home..Tks dear for whatever u have done for mi.. love ya..

With Love,
shian