The Supreme Happiness Of Life Is..
The Conviction That We Are Loved!

Ang Yu Shian Tracy
20 years old
17th August 1990
*AnGeL Of The Sick*

*Love Ones To Be Healthy Always*
*Successful In My Nursing Career*
*Being With The Faithful One Forever*

[Precious In My Life <3]
# QiQi* Beloved
# Hui Yi* Jie
# Mummy* PreciouS

[Nurses <3]
# Joey* Darling
# Wei Han* Besties
# Jasmine*Gal
# ShiFong
# TzeKei
# ShaRon
# Catherine
[Friendx Of Love<3]
# Christina* Favourite
# Sheilina* Smiley
# Wee Liat

Lovedrops♥
x x x x
Pachebel - Canon in D major -

Ytd didnt manage to blog..cause something happened n i'm affected deeply..Is really a bad news in my life time..I dont know how to face it..I wish it is not the truth..Can i pretend that i didnt even received this news ? Can i continue to act ignorant ? Can i just walk on ? I wish time could just reverse and I treasure the time spent with my love ones..There's really a phrase:"Dont regret only when ur love ones/ friends leave u..".. And do not regret when u r going to leave and yet u still know many things r still undone..

Ppl..seriously, forgive n forget..Sometimes being angry doesnt mean everything is going to be solve..unless u r really going to give up on that person.. Why not put it in this way, having one more friend is better than having one more enemy.. Who doesnt do wrong things in life ? Starting, anger sure will be there..but after some times, i think its time to settle down n talk things out..Haix..i really don noe..I hope I wont leave with regret... Vinz, for whatever things that happen, i'm deeply sorry..You can scold mi thousand n million of #$%@@$^#$... I dont mind, so long as everything is back to normal..Choice is urs..i cant force u..U can hate mi..But..I just wan to tell u..To mi, our friendship is still strong...

Today is the end of this week..One more week to go before my 3 weeks of holiday..By right, it should be a happy n enjoyable one..but....There's still more impt things for mi to do before i regret..This 5 days in campus study, is really really really a stressful thing for mi..I simply just cant take it anymore..How more longer can i endure with all the stress life and also the bad news i received.. Somemore now i down with sickness..I really feel so breathless, i could hardly breath in this stressful life.. I feel that i'm just fighting this battle alone..How much longer can i last before i end this war ? I felt so miserable..even the one i always turn to when i felt so down had turned mi away..What more could i expect..Just what am i going through now ?! I really got to stand up on my own before defeating myself.. I must treasure whatever i have right now..I cant live with regret from now on..Be it there'll be anyone there for mi or not..I know they will not always be there for mi to lean on..What i could do now is to be brave n walk on..Endure through all the difficulties and tireness..Nothing is more stressful than the disease..Going through all the up n down is what we ought to go through in our life..Is just a matter of how we r going to face it..God Bless..

Sometimes i wish u would just give up the money n time spent with others just to accompany mi..I really thought u r part of my life..to be there for mi, even if were to sarcrifices ur time & money that is forked out.. What i want is just to know that u will be there..I Dont even want any delays..Just put it in this way, what if i just pass on the next moment..arent u going to regret ? Sometimes i really feel my heart is so tired..The strong heart beat is no longer there..My heart is pumping slower n slower..I no longer could feel the strength in it..U might be tired of mi..But i'm just that kind of person, if i were to get devoted in something, i'll nv give up easily..Through all the stress from my studies, family n mi, i left no much strength to carry on in a relationship..I thought being in a relationship could carry mi further, support mi n give mi strength in my life..Prove mi wrong.. I felt so weak..If i'm not the one, pls just let go... I'm tired..seriously tired...

Leave mi alone if you dont even have the intention to be there for mi...I rather start all over again,Than live in agony..

With Love,
shian