28 March 2009
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9:44 AM
Is Time for a break..
Have been struggling throughout the night.. The Pain, The Wait, The disappointment... Didnt Rest the whole night... Hoping to receive just a simple msg.. But it failed.. This year is really not a good timing for mi to be in a relationship.. Everything had been going so hay-wire since this year.. Just wanna sae, if u feel that i'm too ugly n fat to be a Girlfriend, than i rather let's break it off right now.. I understand that everyone also wants a presentable, nice, thin Gf.. But no one is perfect.. Pretty girl might be pretty, but mayb in their heart, they r just someone whom are out to ''cheat'' Guys with their looks..In the end u also kena.. Fat girl might be so ugly n guys will feel ashame to bring her out..But so wat, She might be a kind hearted person n is the most devoted n truful person towards u.. Fat person are always being pushed to one side..People goes for look..But how much does it worth ?! I'm not trying to Gain Sympathy here, this is my blog, i have the right to express my feelings when i could not turn to anyone for advice.. Not happy, Just leave ! Feeling really miserable..My tears is going to burst out soon..After all this matters, what do i gain in the end ? Hurting myself..But i really cant control.. If this kind of struggling goes on, I'm afraid the consequences might be a regret in my life.. In the process of breaking down.. How i wish my journey could just continue without my footsteps.. My heart is still pumping real hard to survive.. One day, it might just collapse.. Don't leave in regret..
Mr.Right...Are you the one ?
I'm just a simple girl whom wants to be loved..
