15 March 2009
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8:53 PM
Went back to malaysia ytd with mummy. Woke up at 8+, had my breakfast, than prepare to set off le.. Board 172 to Boonlay, than went to Boonlay shopping centre, than bought 2 Bus ticket from 5-Star Tour group..directly from Singapore->Kluang..The bus is damn shiok ! very comfortable, than the chair is like a bed..hahax..very cold..than got nice movie to watch..hehex.. BUT..was Stucked in a 2 hours of Jam !! Goodness.. than when we reach the Malaysia Custom, was filled with sooooo many ppl..at first i was stuck outside, cause the queue is tooo long till outside liao, than lucky i clever enough..the door so small, no one wants to move into the middle counter which no one was queueing lo..stupid ! than i quickly moved in..clever mi ! hehex..after that, we went to board back our bus..when we go through the s'pore custom still ok..is quite smooth going..On the bus, we watched a movie-(Liang Zu),got WuZun..is a very nice show, even my mum now also like wuzun..But too bad, when we reach Kluang, the show haven finish..hahax..going to rent it and finish watching it.. My aunt came and fetch us..than we went to Kluang Mall and bought something, went to have our lunch too..than we went back to my Grandparent's house.. I was so happy when i reach there,.than i saw my grandma sitting on the chair next to the stairs watching tv..than i shouted soo loudly:"PO PO ~~~!"..hahax..scared her...lolx..than i went to the room to see my grandpa..He was on 'Nasal Prong'(Oxygen Administration) 4Litres..sometimes if he not too breathless, than will turn down to 2 litre for him..Haix..i felt soo heartpain..He was so skinny than before..But when i went back, he was eating biscuit, better than the time when he just got back from hospital..N soo, i was the temporary nurse for him this 2 days..He will feel breathless once he sit up..Especially when he cough so badly..haix...But so long as he is able to eat, than everything should be well..I kept him accompany for quite long..until he went to sleep, than i went to the living room to talk to my relatives..than when i heard my grandpa coughing soo badly, i quickly rush to his room, n make him cough out his phlegm..During dinner time, Popo was feeding him, than i went in again, accompany him all the way, talking to both my grandparents..Is really a blessing for mi to keep them both accompany..Than after eating, i helped my 'GongGong' to wash his Dentures..fed him medication..After putting the both of them to bed to sleep, we had our dinner,than had Karaoke section..Than halfway, my nose bleed, n felt very restless.. i then turned in quite early cause i was not feeling well..N i was having fever again, so they brought mi upstairs to sleep in my BiaoDi room n place a wet cloth on my forehead to bring down my temperature..I fell asleep quite fast, but middle of the night, was very cold as they on the air-con n it was raining..but it was their normal routine..cause their room doesnt have fan..Didnt have a good slp in the night..keep waking up..than my biaodi n mummy "squeeze" till i dont have a space to slp..in the end i was sleeping on the floor, which made mi more cold..Woke up 7am+..quite early, cause i didnt have a good rest, than must well i just wake up..than went downstairs, straight to my Grandparents room..than my Popo help GongGong to bathe..after that than i went in again..than Gong Gong asked mi to put him on wheelchair and pushed him to the dining table to eat breakfast, after checking his condition, he is ok, than i take off the 'NasalProng', n transferred him to wheelchair n accompany him to eat breakfast..So happy that he is able to eat Roti-Prata..hahax..cause previously, he cant even sollow anything..than he drank milk..See newspaper..after a while, transfer him back to his bed to rest..than gave him his medication..than i went to watch tv as to let him rest..My uncle(Xiao Jiu) reach at ard 11am+..than my 4th aunt also came..we all gathered in my grandparents room, had a good talk with my GongGong..cause previously he is still unknown with his condition..today, we told him abt his condition n not much time is left..he had soo much of worries in his mind..It was the first time i saw my uncle(Da Jiu) cried..when my 4th aunt told GongGong that he had cancer and not much time is left, he shed tears..I tried to control my tears, but initially it dropped down..So i went out first, than went back..He said his "will",n settle all the things that is needed to..N so,if he were to "go" one day, we will just follow what he wants..At ard 12.15pm, my 4th aunt drove mi n mummy to the BUs station..than we took the 5star-tour bus back again..Halfway, met with accident..it was raining soo heavily on the Highway..accident is at high chances..involve a bus, n a few cars..one of the car is crashed..hope the injured victims is fine..After that, it was a smooth sailing one..n reach back BoonLay at 2pm+..Dad came to fetch us, than we went to eat our lunch..n went back home.. I'll be going back to malaysia on saturday next week..Probably staying there to take care of him..see how first ba..I'll be having holiday for 3 weeks..GongGong..must wait for mi ok..Love you..
Life is really uncontrollable..Seriously, treat everyday as if it was the last day in ur life..treasure it..cherish it..Do not have any regret..Spend more time with ur love ones oftenly..U cant predict anything that is going to happen the next second..I want the best for my love ones..As long as possible, i tried my best not to let them get hurt..I pray that if anything is going to happen, let it happen on mi, i shall carry it all..I hope nothings gonna happen on my family members. I'm willing to bear all the pain.. Do not let regret live in ur life...Tmr I'm going to have my Practical Test On 'Administrating Insulin For Diabetic Patient'..All the best for mi ba..Tmr will be having practical test from 10am-12pm..than will have lunch break from 12-2..than Bio science lesson from 2-3.30pm..n home sweet home..so hope i can do it ! jiayou lo ! Have to rest early le..Not feeling quite well..muackx..
With Love,
shian
