The Supreme Happiness Of Life Is..
The Conviction That We Are Loved!

Ang Yu Shian Tracy
20 years old
17th August 1990
*AnGeL Of The Sick*

*Love Ones To Be Healthy Always*
*Successful In My Nursing Career*
*Being With The Faithful One Forever*

[Precious In My Life <3]
# QiQi* Beloved
# Hui Yi* Jie
# Mummy* PreciouS

[Nurses <3]
# Joey* Darling
# Wei Han* Besties
# Jasmine*Gal
# ShiFong
# TzeKei
# ShaRon
# Catherine
[Friendx Of Love<3]
# Christina* Favourite
# Sheilina* Smiley
# Wee Liat

Lovedrops♥
x x x x
Pachebel - Canon in D major -

Morning shift..Was really tired on the way to work..Ytd slept at 2am+..thruout the night, didnt really fell deep into slp..Had lots of problems surrounding my head..Woke up at 5am..I'm soo glad to have my beloved Qi n Ni to cook breakfast for mi..N we ate together..Is the most wonderful breakfast noodle i ever had ! hahax..On the bus,i had a strong n bad feeling..but just don noe wat;s the feeling like..n is hard to describe..but i knew somethings gonna happen...Early in the morning, once i reach the ward, i saw family memebers awaiting outside the cubicle..Swell Red eyes, watery eyes...I knew somethings not right..Than when we signed in n report to work,n heard one of the EN told us that 2 patients collapse at the same time, n will need to do 'Death Procedure-Last office'...I was like shock ! At that moment of time, I'm still in a dazing mood..but once i heard this, I become sooo alert as if i jus drank 10cups of coffee..lolx..There are some misunderstanding issues that happen early morning in the ward...The 'Last Office' was delayed from 4am+ to 7am+.. When we prepared all the equipments n sponging trolley,we asked for assistance..but no one came..In the end the 'Sister' came...So glad..This is the first time i did this procedure,so somehow sure got some fear in mi..Lucky thing was that Kamimah was there to guide mi along, which makes mi feel better thruout the whole procedure..Hope Uncle Rest-In-Peace..Before the procedure till the end of it, I was soooo cold from head to bottom..lolx..But everythings alright la..Had a fruitful day..Got quite a few "Feedbacks" from the ward staff..It's ok..for now we shall accept it..wait till the day when we were to leave the 1.2 posting, We'll give ALL our WONDERFUL feedbacks to everyone of you ! Wait on...Didnt meet huiyi jie cause i meeting him to get back my thumbdrive...sry oh..see u soon...Didnt go Qi house too, scare might disturb her from studying as tmr is her last paper le..So must let her concentrate fully to score well ! Best wishes for her exam tmr ! Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou...

Had some arguement abt issues..seriously i don noe wat's got into mi...M i really so hard to "serve" on...Do i really demand soo much ?! M i really not worth to sacrifices compared to others ?! Is the restriction soo hard up on u ?! Am i wrong to sacrifies my friends Just for my Love ones ?! But i noe i will...My defination Of Love Ones : Sacrificing whatever that is needed to be sacrifice for the sake of them..For they mean the most most important in this whole wide world..Never to give them up,not to hurt them,n to give them the best n be in my sight all the time.. Saying the truth,Is easy for mi to do so, cause i treasure n cherish Family n U the most compared to my friends...But u...balancing out between friendship n relationship is all u could or rather u would do...Anyway, cant blame u..u r old enough to judge ur life...U choose to stay wif ur friends despite knowing that i might feel miserable when u r out of sight...Its definitely fine with mi then..Knowing that i hate liers ! So jolly well don ever ever lie to mi ! Be it anyone...Don't tell mi tat it is a good lie for mi as it is to prevent hurting mi of the truth..Don bullshit all tis kind of stupid reason...LIE MEANS LIE ! U LIE,U DIE ! For every lie u created, u need more lies to cover up for the previous few to continue deceiving the person..Why come to these troubles ?! CRAZY...Truth that hurts means u care...U tell lies that makes someone feel more happy means u r just creating more Hurtx for that person..Remember..Trust and understanding is all you wanted from mi...I try to fulfill it alright..Enjoy urself...Take care..

With Love,
shian