15 January 2009
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10:05 PM
WHAT AN UNLUCKY DAY !!!
Dont noe y today is soo unlucky n unhappy..haix..encounter many problems during work..Every morning, we need to sign in our attendance..than as all of us were there at the nurses counter already except hafezah..than i jus wrote everyone's name n the time..than i kena from my lecturer..ya..i admit that's my fault la..but is like, everyone was standing at the nurses counter le ma..y cant i jus help everyone write n avoid blocking the narrow pathway..anyway, after i'm done wif my cubicle parameters, 'Assitant Nurse'(AN)-Pearl, came n told mi she is having difficulty in the front cubicle,cause hafezah was absent n no one is there to help her in all the sponging n showering..n the 2 front cubicles were "FULL HOUSE" ..so i jus agreed to help her out..As i helped out, I simply forgotten my cubicle,Bed18 is on Post-Op Hourly Para..than Bed14 is on Hourly Urine Routine Charting...haix..Than by the time i m done with helping out in the front cubicle, A 'Health Care Assitant'(HCA)-Sonia,approach mi n question mi on y i didnt chart tis n tat,bla bla bla bla bla....i was like, speechless...jus kena scold by the lecturer,than there comes another "lecture" from another person..haix...than my lecturer had a meeting with us at 1+..than she was like soo fustrated all tat la..threw the attendance book on the table,n her pen on the floor..than got another lecturer which we didnt see before, she was here too..she look so fierce..but when she open her mouth.....OH MY GOODNESS !! she's really nice n gentle..n there were definitely much more response for questions she asked compared to HER ! hmm..anyway,mayb is really my fault la..so cant blame anyone ba..mayb i should reflect on myself too ! Yupx..Doing self-reflection is good for an individual too !
After work, meet mummy at the lobby there...We went to Ward 44 to visit my aunt(XiaoGuGu)..She had an operation..haix..she is still weak n tired,in great pain too..haix..hope she'll b alright by tmr when i go visit her b4 i go to work..Hope she will b taken good care of...Bless..
Had a short chat wif precious while waiting for mummy...Really miss his voice..had been a few days since we chatted..He is sick..n actually was supposed to go see a doctor tis evening..but till now i still hasnt got any info or contact from him...haix..is either he is asleep from jus now till now...or he didnt bother to msg mi..don noe la..Just got to know from him that, he'll b going to a chalet tmr evening till sat night..when i heard tat, i was like stun lo..last time i asked him, he told mi was company function..i thought is like jus a day function..cause he told mi is on sat,till night jiu go home le..than now he tell mi is a CHALET ! Seriously i dont noe y i hate him going to chalet wif whoever n ever la..don noe la..F*** Up la ! haix..I really feeel soo pekcek lo..cant even control myself..didnt wan to start an argument wif him,since he is sick now..Fine la ! Tis time round i really should set my mind n don bother anything anymore..let him have a peaceful n freedom life, while mi happier n more carefree..Just go la..is ur COmpany function anyway..People sae, couple should be more understanding towards each other..but i.....haix..watever la..THe feeling now is jus like how i treat 'V' last time..he is really my great n closest buddy of all..but i jus hate him to b wif gals..tats jealousy n selfish ya..but tat's mi..I dont like the feeling of sharing somehow ! I AM A SELFISH GAL !! WOOHOO~~THATS MI !! Shoo.....if u cant accept mi man!!!
*If u happen to see my blog entry, don b affected..blog is jus like my dairy..I write wateva i wan n i express every of my happinest or unhappinest into it..which do makes mi feel better..tks*
Seriously, I'm really really really really tired of everything.........LET GO PLS..
With love,
Shian
