05 December 2008
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10:42 PM
Today slept till 10+..woke up n ate breakfast..than don noe y suddenly feel so uncomfortable suddenly..feeling dizzy n headace..than quickly go pop a panadol..rest awhile before meeting shirley..Took 190 to SGH(Singapore General Hospital), to take the Sponsorship form..in the end nv get it..stupid de lo..call here, ask mi call another side..call another side..no one pick up..in the end nv take..haix..nx time than try again ba..sry shirley to acc to soo far n yet got nth..
Headed to bugis..walked ard to find present..haix..but i really don noe wat he likes now..in the past i used to buy shirt for him..which i like it so much..i really miss the time when mi n him go shopping n i ask him to try out clothing,n wateva he try sure fit him de..n he willl buy it..i jus like to see him trying out clothing which i choosed..haix..but now..how i wish it could happen again..than walk ard dint manage to find any present..shirley kip sae :"tis one"..i sae:"not his type"..than she sae,:"tis one"..i repeatedly sae: "not suitable for him"..haix..
Than saw my last time sakae sushi colleagues..than went to sakae to eat !! ate buffet..but i didnt ate much..cant take it..but still ok la..got my sista to help mi cover up the price..hahax..if vincent was there, sure can hit more than the price de lo..hahax..
Anyway, after tat, continue shopping..than very tired out le.than thought of buying cake to his house to give him surprise..than don noe he at home not..msged him..but he said he going out but don noe wat time..if i sae i going over jiu no surprise le..but if i jus go over, n if he was out..than i will be the one who get the surprise..haix..soo confused..walked in n out of lot 1..tinking for sooo long..in the end, nv go...feel so sry..but nth can help..I feel so weird..we promised to celebrate our bdae wif each other every yr without fail on 2005(my bdae & his)..haix..feeling so uneasy inside mi..jus hope his friend will give him a good celebration..but i'll nv forget him on christmas ! =)..
Anyway,After tat jiu head back le..on my way back, at my house downstairs, i met wif some incident..a bunch of guys came soo close to mi n is like 'di siao' mi like tat..i feel so uneasy.feel so scare till i wan to cry liao..i tink i took ard 5mins to get back home..haix..first time met wif this kind of thing..everytime i go home late in the nite i sure very scare de..cause downstairs so quiet..than dark..than got bunch of monkeys ard..but nv did i thought today will...haix..at tat moment of time i don noe who to approach..i wanna call mummy,but she working..kor kor having guard duty in camp, daddy haven come back..n he is out singing with his friends at top-one,don wish to disturb him having fun.. haix..hope it will not happen again,.really a nitemare..It really feel so sad when u met wif some problem n no ppl is there to help u out..haix..Its been sooo late le..i still haven receive a msg from him..mayb enjoy till too engross le..forget mi le..haix..nvm..enjoy ba..
Tmr going to malaysia le..mayb mon back, or tues morning back..depends..take care everyone..muackx ! Dear dairy, i update u when i'm back ! Love..
With Love
Shian <3
