The Supreme Happiness Of Life Is..
The Conviction That We Are Loved!

Ang Yu Shian Tracy
20 years old
17th August 1990
*AnGeL Of The Sick*

*Love Ones To Be Healthy Always*
*Successful In My Nursing Career*
*Being With The Faithful One Forever*

[Precious In My Life <3]
# QiQi* Beloved
# Hui Yi* Jie
# Mummy* PreciouS

[Nurses <3]
# Joey* Darling
# Wei Han* Besties
# Jasmine*Gal
# ShiFong
# TzeKei
# ShaRon
# Catherine
[Friendx Of Love<3]
# Christina* Favourite
# Sheilina* Smiley
# Wee Liat

Lovedrops♥
x x x x
Pachebel - Canon in D major -

Morning, woke up & sat on my bed wondering whether i should go for pe not..cause cai yun wan go but joey they all not going..than i also cant pe cause of my skin...My 'id' and 'ego' is fighting in my brain for a few minutes n finally decided to go..cause cannot P.s cai yun..hahax..But we also didnt do much during pe..half a class wasnt there, than cher decided to test us our theory test since many of us didnt go online to do the test..he kip giving hint hint..than in the end of course all of us pass..lolx..We ended an hour early, than acc cai yun to MLC to do the project..after tat went to practical lab n we continued our PBL Project..hmm..today, somehow on track liao..hahax..at least better than ytd, i know wat i'm doin n wat i'm suppose to do..hahax..During PM, We went down to MLC together again to merge n edit our project, than went up for presentation..funny lo.than whole class went home liao except ying zhi n gang + cher..but is a benefit for us too ! cause lesser to face when presenting..hahax..than overall still ok la..at least we have put down a burden n can concentrate for tmr's Behaviour science class test 2..hahax..

Hmm..Recently, many ppl kip ask mi abt my face..Is it really getting so bad ? even some of the teacher also approach mi n ask abt it..haix..It has been a long time since my condition is like tat n there is no improvement..Somehow, my self-esteem gets lower n lower n i'm so sensitive to ppl looking at mi when they walk past mi..i feel tat they see mi as an alien..i feel so negative in mi..haix..that's not wat i wan also...>_< ...I'm feeling really painful all over my body where rashes can b found..due to the weather n watsoever, its really getting bad to worst..even my mediciine cant control it liao..haix..terrible..Anyone understand ? I don tink so..cause they don have de same condition as mi..sometimes when i see ppl ard mi with a good skin condition, i really envy sooo much..everytime wondering to myself, when can i have one too ?I really hope the condition can b under control sooner or later..I hate to suffer like tat..the feeling is terrible n sux..haix..Ppl, hope u all wont b scare of my condition, if u all r scare of it, i will b 100x more scare than u all to face the reality...

N bTw, was told by precious his company do not nid to recruit any staff rite now..means tat my dec pocket money is gone !! Rather sad, but cant b help..hmm.. i have to search n find for a job soon..n can start straight away after my exam..i wan to earn money to survive thru de holiday n also to go oversea for holiday..all need MONEY !!! haix..no choice..kip on searching ba..Study first ba !!!

K la..going to study for tmr test le..everytime last minute study sure wont get a good result de..But no choice, jus try to study as much as i could n do as much as possible for tmr's test..Good luck for all nursing student taking for our last test tmr before the end module exam comes..Best wishes...

*MIssing U like I Never do..*
*Yet Avoiding is what I wanna do..*
*Overcoming is what i need to do..*
*Facing U is the last thing I could do..*

With Love,
Shian <3