The Supreme Happiness Of Life Is..
The Conviction That We Are Loved!

Ang Yu Shian Tracy
20 years old
17th August 1990
*AnGeL Of The Sick*

*Love Ones To Be Healthy Always*
*Successful In My Nursing Career*
*Being With The Faithful One Forever*

[Precious In My Life <3]
# QiQi* Beloved
# Hui Yi* Jie
# Mummy* PreciouS

[Nurses <3]
# Joey* Darling
# Wei Han* Besties
# Jasmine*Gal
# ShiFong
# TzeKei
# ShaRon
# Catherine
[Friendx Of Love<3]
# Christina* Favourite
# Sheilina* Smiley
# Wee Liat

Lovedrops♥
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Pachebel - Canon in D major -

Well Well Well~! End Of My 4 Night Shift Finally !!! It's been a tiring and uncomfortable one.. Been so stress out over my health condition.. Discomfort from top to bottom.. Feel so nausea, tried to vomit out, but nothing comes out.. Which also cause the gastric to have a crampy feeling.. So painful.. haix haix haix... It's a torture but for the sake of little baby, it's worth it i guess.. Alright, gonna go rest le.. Mummy's tired, so is little baby.. will have a good good rest for the next 2 days before going back to work.. =) With Love, shian

OH GOSH~ What a day for mi ! Early morning woke up for breakfast before entering back into my dreamland for an hour or so.. Follow by getting myself out of the comfortable bed to work.. The "MRT Sickness' is still consider alright for today.. But during Roll-Call, my head starts to spin, and feel like myself is lacking of oxygen ! Gosh.. So giddy luhx.. But i endure... Was in a super discomfort mode during work.. I can hardly drag my foot along wherever i go.. Is simply too tiring and uncomfortable for mi.. ='( Initially thought i am hungry again, tats why my discomfort came.. but this time round, i'm wrong.. I Bought sliced fish beehoon for my dinner.. But eat halfway only, i drop my utensils and could not carry on eating.. My stomach is super painful and the nausea is freaking mi out ! Everything will soon be in the toilet bowl.. Argh ! SImply hate hate HATE the feelings ! Just when will all this end ?!?!?!? Is really a hardship for all mummy-to-be.. =( With a super discomfort/painful stomach, i went back to work.. My lips turn so pale.. i could hardly walk, but call bell non-stop.. haix.... All i could do is attend to patient's need and return back to my sit.. FInally the clock strikes 9.30pm ! Walked out of the ward, out of hospital ! Bi was there to fetch mi.. I could no longer tolerate the discomfort, we took cab home.. haix.. Just had 2 slices of bread with cheese.. and a packet of milk.. Hope it will make mi feel better.. But.......haix.. Nothing's change... Still the same... What should i do man.... !!!! Tmr will be the 1st night shift.. WIll i survive through ?

With Love,
shian

Morning Shift.. Cool & Steady.. hahax.. My OFF day tmr is my best motivation during work.. ^^ hahax.. Hmm..This evening had a small small family gathering at home.. Had a super filling dinner.. *Burp* But stomach not really comfortable.. haix.. Hack care la..Recently always like tat.. Grr... alamak ! Haiz... super disappointed by tonight's shocking information from my cousin
! She gonna work on my wedding day itself.. she wont be able to attend the ceremony which is before 1pm on the day itself.. Alright, should crack my brain and think of an alternative le.. hmm.. No Mood !

With Love,
shian

Bi surprised mi when he reach my doorstep at ard noon time.. i jus msged him to faster wake up and come find mi.. Who knows, he replied:"ok, you go open ur door!" hahax.. There he is standing at the doorstep, holding on to a big packet of wedding invitation card.. he actually woke up early to go down himself to the restaurant there to collect the ready-made invitation card.. hahax.. We slacked at home till evening time, went to Nihon Mura to pass cindy n kenneth their invitation card.. As well as have our dinner there =) Yummy.. After that, went over to my 'Future-Home'.. Future-Mother-In-Law gave mi 3 packets of milk milk, plus gave mi a packet of soya bean to drink ! hahax.. Watch tv all the way till 10pm before going home.. hmm..was looking through baby's young days photo... Somehow rather came through 2 photos with His Ex and his familys attending their relatives wedding.. haix.. Out of sudden, my heart ache.. Just couldnt control.. What will their relative think when they saw the bride is mi and not Her when our wedding day come ? His whole family + relatives all know Her n him being together... haix.. Maybe some of them whom are being invited, might still be thinking the bride is her ba,... haix.. alright alright, shall not think about it anymore.. Sorry for being silent all the way while on the way back.. Will try to put the past behind from now on.. Goodnight..

With Love,
shian

Whee~Today is my off day !!! Having an off day on a cool rainy weather is a blessing somehow ya.. A nice weather to rest.. ^^ hmm..Pass 2 days had been working AM n PM shift.. After morning shift on Sunday, meet up with mummy n ahni to chinatown to purchase my wedding thingy.. All those traditional stuffs that is needed during the wedding ceremony.. And not forgetting the bedsheets =) Overall spent about $300 on it.. hmm.. well well..once in a lifetime ya.. Had a tiring shopping trip, took cab home as we got too many barang barang to carry.. hahax.. Ytd, had a peaceful MOnday at work.. Good Good ! hahax.. Hmm.. my morning sickness didnt improve much.. Haix.. Or rather, it should be afternoon-night sickness.. During morning time, i don feel any sickness, but afternoon......haix... Terrible to the max !!! Well.. Today gonna go bank later to open an account, and go take the invitation card that is ready for collection from the restaurant.. Alright, guess my hubby-to-be is still sleeping n snoring away like a pig right now.. Shall not disturb him.. GOnna go wash up my new clothes before bringing them over to my new home weeks after.. Chaos~

WIth Love,
shian

Terrible Terrible Terrible !!! Super Duper Discomfort ! I've never ''suffer'' for so long in my whole life i guess.. the discomfort is super unbearable.. The nausea feeling.. The vomitting.. The Giddy/Dizzy feeling.. None of the position suits my discomfort.. Standing is not comfortable, sitting is not comfortable, lying down is not comfortable, walking is not comfortable.. Haix.. Seriously donno how to deal with it.. Other people is 'Morning SIckness', while i'm 'WHOLE DAY SICKNESS' !!! Just hope it's just for the 1st 3 months.. After that, please improve.. *Baby baby, Guai Guai hao ma ? Mummy is tired out and very uncomfortable..* ='( Well..That's the process i have to go through.. Really enduring through.. Now no matter what goes into my stomach, is ready to be out into the toilet bowl any time.. =( Well..Is time for mi to go rest.. Tmr working morning shift.. GoodnIght !

With Love
shian

Phew~ Mummy is tired.. X.x (Referring To Myself) Hmm..Woke up around 8am+ this morning for breakfast.. Than accompanied kor to see Doctor due to some Fungal infection on his skin i tink..But it goes off soon after he reach home.. hahax.. Power of Doctor ya =p I 'Shun Bian' go see my skin Doctor to get some cream for my ezcema.. Hmm..Due to pregnancy, even skin cream also must be very tagful.. Changed another skin ointment which cost $23+ per tube ! gosh.. in the end i spent over $70+ for my bill.. =x well well..no choice la.. Waited for super long to my turn too.. Spider web crawling n forming round mi le.. hahax.. Than went back home, had a good shower and rest till 4pm before getting up for my delicious dinner prepared by mummy ! *Slurp Slurp* Baby bought 2 slice of small fish over for mi to add on to my dishes of the day.. hahax.. Around 6, we took 67 down to Bukit Timah to meet up with Esther (Baby's Sister).. Wanted to see see look look those wedding stuff.. But in the end, the sales person pissed mi off by the bad n insufficient quality.. haix.. Than have to go chinatown to take a look again soon... well well.. it's time to go to bed real soon ya.. Being very restless recently.. Feel lethagic easily.. =( The Power Of Mummy.. Gonna be brave and strong to endure through these few months.. =)

WIth Love,
shian